May 12th, 2060

Yeesh! It's been a while. Today's Tsubaya's birthday. I'm going to sing happy birthday to him. He has turned thirty just like me. Unfortunately I don't have a nice gift, with all that's going on. I decided to give him my necklace as a gift. To represent our bond and our ever closeness. I told him that he means a lot to me and the necklace is nothing to worry about. He insisted on giving it back and said that just us wishing him a happy birthday was enough. I laughed and told him it was ok and it wasn't my favorite necklace.

I took out another similar necklace from my shirt's pocket and put it on. I smiled at him and told him we have matching necklaces. Tsubaya struggled to put it on with one arm and I helped him with it. I hugged him and pecked him on the cheek. He blushed and I smirked at his flustered face. It was satisfying seeing him like that, because he's usually calm and collected. He smiled and kissed me back. It was heaven. <3

I decided to leave him and use the washroom. When I came back I heard Tsubaya whisper his dead girlfirend's name and look at the sky. Guess he still misses her and talks to her. It solidified the fact that I shouldn't get attached to him any further. Because If I do, he'll notice how I feel and I'll be rejected. I don't want that, so I have no choice but to deny and forget how I feel about him! We finished off celebrating Tsubaya's birthday by all driving around in the car and getting back to our hideout.

I'm tired, but I've eaten breakfast with everybody. So I have recovered a bit of energy now. The breakfast was specifically cooked deer meat with fried egg from bird nests and tomato soup. It was delicious. We do need a full breakfast to have energy and stay healthy and to not go hungry. I checked up on everyone in the group, including myself of course! :) It's only mom that's sick, luckily. I stood by her side and took care of her, but it'll take a few days at best for her to get better, so the trip through the portal has been delayed as a result.

Anyway, we finished the portal after a few more trials and errors. :)

I've been saying anyways a lot lately. Lmao. I can't go a day without saying it!