Trigger Warning!! Sexual Abuse

Door opens slowly
Bed dips and creaks
Sliding in next to me
Hands trailing up my arm
Down my torso
Under my shirt
To my bra
Cupping my breast
Pinching my nipple
Fighting the feelings
Holding the tears
Taking the touch
Because of fear
Heart is breaking
Head is spinning
Guilt and shame
Grip my heart
The secret I keep
Buried inside
Who was he
I'll never tell
For when I tried
They said I lied
Said I had cried
Wolf three times
When in reality
I never cried
The neighbor saw
More than once
Cops were called
More than once
But more than once
I said no
For the fear
I wouldnt be heard
And I was right
So for years
I stayed silent
Til the day
The demons broke
The walls I had built
Leaving me angry
Hurt and hateful