Emotions,

Why are they there?

Why must they exist?

If there's no one to care.

I know I'm a monster,

I know that I'm bad.

But how would you act,

If you only felt sad?

I'm the only one to blame

The sadness consumes me,

It swallows me whole.

I'm not sure what to do

It's like I don't have a soul.

Would it be better if I were gone?

If I weren't breathing?

Not moving?

These thoughts,

They're fucking consuming.