Overcoming all the obstacles,  she would be able to start a new chapter in her life leaving all the torments which kept her haunted throughout the previous year. She would be happy and cheerful again. But she is not completely secured because one day she have to face that devil again. There is no point of regretting now.... that was her past which can't be changed. She knows happiness is temporary , but so is sadness. Next time will be challenging for her, she have to prepare mentally as well as physically or else the game will be over  forever . She have to handle this carefully . She always fails to understand that "Everyone wants joy , no one wants pain , but you can't have a rainbow without a little rain". The primary cause of unhappiness is never the situation but her thoughts about it.
She's hurt , mentally and emotionally but everyday , she walks with a smile , 'cause that's just a girl who she is : the girl who never stopped smiling'.

Her conscience keep on telling her:
1. Keep going , the tears can't fall forever.
2. Let go of the past and the past will let go of you.
3. The worst feeling is when something is killing you inside , and you have to act like you don't care.
4. Go on fill yourself with fake smiles.
5. Some memories will neither let you live nor die.
6. Stop pressing rewind on the things that need to be deleted from your life.
7. Leave the past where it belongs.
8. When life puts in you in tough situations ,don't say  "why me" say "try me".

Her thoughts which will help her to start her life in a new way:
▪️Next time I'll be braver. I'll be my own saviour when the thunder call for me. Next time I'll be braver. I'll be my own saviour standing on my own feet.
▪️I wish someone could hear all the words I'm afraid to say.
▪️I'm stronger because I had to be, I'm smarter because of my mistakes, happier because of sadness I've known and now wiser because I learned.
▪️I will remember and recover , not forgive and forget.
▪️I know it's my fault and things can't be undone.
▪️I'm smiling for me because it's time to be happy again.
▪️In 2018, I failed in.....
▪️I'm learning to love the sound of my feet walking away from things not meant for me.
▪️To me, it's not about forgiveness.
▪️Sometimes I just want to talk to strangers. Listen to their stories, their past and try to fix their broken heart.
▪️I release all the things from the past year that has caused any negative attachment. I prepare and welcome and new changes, new lessons and new adventures. I welcome new opportunities to grow emotionally, mentally and spiritually.

2018: Thanks for the lessons
2019: I am ready.