You ever wonder what your former friends were doing. Where your current ones are. Staring at the clouds outside your window waiting for the headache to go away. The dark grey colours of the clouds mocking. Waiting for you to burst to break. To lose it.
Gain your sanity but tearing it off inside. Knowing that you could be happy but one thing will hold you back. Regretting all the things you could have said to people but no. Listening to the sad back stories of each fairy tail character. Knowing the world would be find without you. That your the one bringing in the evil. Evolving its very power. Looking at all you lost. Trying to hold on to the last bit of sanity you have. They're all that keep you together. But It confuses you how your getting hurt. Its has always been hard to feel emotion but why has this one tried to hurt you. To gain control of the monster inside your head. Or to get rid if it. The reason why you hid inside. The darkness helping you or betraying everything you gave it. Is this what despair feels like.

But why is it trying to make you feel love.

___________________________

~Anna•