Honestly, where do I start? Lemme tell you how I feel right now. I am in the middle of a fucking mental break down, crying, and feeling like shit.

Why do I feel like this? School. "Everyone hates school, shut up!1!!" Well, fuck you buddy because mines different! Its not because I have no friends, I'm failing, or people hate me, its because of the sudden change of pace. I changed schools and my friend said "that school is easy!" And my mom said "it will boost your grades!" Well that's a lie.

My grades are the same but my happiness plummeted. I went from working hard on projects and being with good friends to not even working on projects cause I know I'll fail and never being able to be around people I slightly like.

In short, I hate it here.