I posted an announcement.... I'm pretty sure no one really read it and so it just adds to this LONG rant, and I apologize, just..... do me a favor and read fully through..

I am a writer not a roleplayer, and it doesn't mean I don't like rolepaly, I'm just not happy with the fact that my books that have the most view are about me or roleplay.
I don't feel that those books truly show my creativity. I haven't continued writing, because, I have 809 followers I feel people should've commented by now... it's not number of reads or votes, and not comments, but votes tell me you're reading, comments tell me you're reading, and with that I don't think people are reading. I follow people who have 98- 200 followers and has 2k reads and 65 comments and it makes me feel I'm doing something wrong... yes my books need editing, and I'm editing I just want people to tell me they're reading.

Now as for roleplaying, *deep breath* READ MY RULES! Most of you read my rules, BUT SOME have not.. listen I don't care about smut BUT I SAID ONLY IN PMS! Another thing, if the characters sexuality is ASEXUAL, DO NOT roleplay smut.. If your character gets close to them and you want to rp smut ASK ME! There are some characters I want to STAY INNOCENT AND VIRGIN! Okay?

Now, the last thing I want to talk about is me. IM DEPRESSED! Yes, and I'm letting my profile be more me... and I mean me depressed, upset, happy, and loving me...  and that is my rant. Please check out these books for me?

Addy Poison Apple {Complete}
Addy is not only an amazing singer but also a girl who can never truly love others, but one guy changes every thing she thought was true.

Cry Wolf
She may seem like monster to humans and other fellow demons from all of her killing but she just wants to survive and have someone to love and hold. From her brother to lovers that impacted her life she keeps pushing through ignoring all the deaths and tragedies of her life. She falls many times and almost gives up, but after everything she lost she won't give up because love is the only thing keeping her from jumping off that cliff to the death of Hell's trails, if she did give up she would brake into pieces.

Colorful Lights
Colorful talked to him for so long, and now she'll brake everything she was taught, all for him. She loves him even if he doesn't feel the same back.

You Are My Valentines Thief
His lips taste like candy
His touch was soft
His kiss was hazy on me
His love was painful
His hate.... His hate is true
I love him, we met on Valentines so it's hard for us to forget our anniversary we've been dating for almost a year we've had our off and on moments, but we love each other. I love him. He is mine and no matter what he does I will always love him.

Error Crown
Gene made a choice that she had to deal with, an ERROR that costed a life of the one she loved. l. Margert grew up a Princess even though she wasn't a Princess by blood the Queen and King loved her just the same. She was warrior and was supposed to be the most powerful ruler there has ever been but the people of the kingdom didn't want her to rule so people were chosen to fight for the crown of the kingdom and the runner up would be apart of the royal quart. Gene was just in the wrong place at the wrong time and that brought her to the kingdom to fight this powerful warrior, and after the biggest mistake of her life she took this as a chance to start over, and that's what caused the prophecy to start playing out.
"She of blue blood will destroy the the royals built the society of love and peace bring war to us. Blood will be shed, guns will fall, errors will grow, and a Crown will rise."

Nightmare and Daydream
"Hush now." "Her eyes are black, pitch black... S-She...." "Look at me." "She was pail, and.... scary..." "In the eye." "W-When my eyes m-m-met hers I....." "You're shaking on the outside." Gabby covered her ears and rocked back and forth in the corner of the room surrounded by police, the nurses were putting her parents in the body bags. "You're going to be safe now, no one will hurt you." One of the police said gently putting a hand on the young girls bloody arm. "No, she took me and did this through m-me..." Gabby past out falling into the police's arms. "She is the first survivor of these attacks, when she wakes up we need to question her." Detective Kathern said to her boss Agent James. "No, she needs time to rest." He said quietly as he watched the police man, Bryan laid the girl in the police car. "But si-" "She is only 9 years old." James said holding up a hand to her. "Y-Yes sir."

"So what explain to me again what happened?" Gabby sat in the hospital bed holding her knees to her.  "I was having a b-bad dream and then.... i-it was dark and gray there was a girl..." Nightmare watched her from the outside window, invisible in the night sky. "She was tall, had black hair, her skin white, a-and her eyes...." Nightmare watched as the small girl covered her ears and sighed. "She lived." Nightmare whispered to her self happy that the girls heart was still beating. "I can't do it anymore." Nightmare said to her self as she floated away from the window. "You want to, you know you do." A voice told her in her head. "But..." She ran off looking down at her white hands. "If you stop you can't get your soul and body back, just keep trying, it's fine if some kids die it will all be worth it in the end, won't it?" The voice asked echoing in her head. "Your right, I can't stop until I find the perfect one." She shook her head as she disappeared like a ghost.

Glory Of Who We Were {Complete}
We were the beginning, beginning of it all. We were the first protectors, the first victims, and the first Shadows of the future.

Fallen Ashes
She loved her Queen once until she had to let her go, had to leave the guard. She believed it was for the good of the people but she was so very deeply wrong. Would she be able to return to the ashes of her kingdom or is she to weak?

Sliver Wolf
An old vision that once scared wolves became forgotten, and wolves who believed in the vision were considered ignorant and were banished and threatened into silence never spoken of again, but no wolf would have exspected him.

Also for short stories if you don't want to read a full book but you want to give me advice on writing or stories read my "One Shots"