I am making this to maybe make people feel better about their own bodies. It might not but I want to talk about what I dislike about my body.

I am 189 pounds and 5'4, and I am thick, I'm not really fat but I feel like especially when I wear dresses, or need a bra, or try to shop at HotTopic or Rue21. I am a plus size, depending on the brand, I have to get between an XL and 3x for shirts. I wear a DD40 bra. If I want a nice kinda fancy dress, it can take me whole day to find one that fits right, and it sucks. Also if a long skirt or dress fits in a way that shows of your curves I look thick from the side.
In 5th grade my body grew and in 6th grade I had a large chest, and I was 12 or 13 and I already had a large chest size. I was embarrassed in gym class because boys would laugh or stare when I ran or did jumping jacks.

I saw someone post on here they hate their body because of stretch marks. I hate my body because of that too. I have gone from being skin to fat quickly a couple times in my life and that caused a few stretch marks but I have shift between 203 and 187 or 178 (can't remember exactly) a lot that caused more stretch marks.
I refuse to wear a two piece swim suit or anything that shows my stomach because of it.

It took me years to figure out that I shouldn't hate my body. I still do, but it's not as bad as it used to be.

I decided I should take pictures of how I look in my dresses.

This dress was my homecoming dress and I took a while to find. It's also snug

This dress if flowy and not as snug, I have a straight body type

I had to put fabric over the v-neck because I'm self conscious 

And here is my stomach and I hate it but I'm showing it for the reason of this chapter

As you can see I have stretch marks almost all the way up my stomach.
This is my body and I don't liked it, but that's okay, it's hard to change so I have given up XD! Also this isn't to hate on myself, or say my body is worse or better than someone else's. It is just to explain the problems I have with body.