A vent because I'm stressed....

I'm out of school until the 17th of April...
My parents won't get off my ass about online assignments for school... I'm used to being able to ask my teacher for help and having no distractions at school and it's hard for me to do things at home.... most my classes were easy but the class I need help most in is hardest to do, because it's Spanish, and if my parents help me it won't help, I need a teacher so I may fail because it's online and it's my senior year, but Spanish isn't required but my parents keep saying I'm not gonna graduate and I know if I say I need help my stepmom won't be able to help me and my dad he will give me to much information.... I need a teacher... and this on top of barely seeing people... and not having any socialization besides my family at home... it makes me really feel like giving up rn... I want to be the first girl to actually graduate high school in my family because it's something I wanted to do..... and I feel if I don't I'm gonna break a promise I wish I had made to my grandma who's is basically my mom who passed away..... I really really wish I wasn't slow and in special ed class.... and I wish that there was never a vires because then I wouldn't be failing my class..... I really hate myself rn... so if I don't reply it's just because I'm going through a lot.... rn.... I'm sorry