I Am Was

"Are you okay?"
they asked.

"Yeah. I am,"
I replied with a sigh.

Then they left.

I laughed inside of me.
I just realized something.

They just asked if I'm okay
but they don't really care.
They shouldn't have asked me
if they're just going to hear my answer.

Now I know, none of them really care.
It hits me so hard knowing it.

They're the one I considered the closest to me
but I was wrong, I really was wrong.

I should have realized earlier
that I was in a group I don't belong to.
It hurts, it really hurts.
It's the fact anyway.