Am I?

I lay down on my bed,
looking at my room's ceiling
and wondering where I am?
Is this the place where I belong?

I feel so outcast.
Am I really a part of the family?
Am I even a friend to someone?
Maybe I'm totally a stranger to them.

I want someone to hear me,
to listen to my crying soul.
I wonder who I am?
Why am I even born?

I'm looking for myself,
searching everywhere I go.
I know she's here with me.
But where? Am I lost... again?