Apologies for not writing sooner, it's been a hectic time. To sum up, I got a flu virus and ear infection a few days later (my hearing is still impaired from it), I had a concert, I finished my finals in two days and passed (barely), graduated, had my one year anniversary of dating, and assisted by brother in moving house.

Hectic to say the least.

The relationship has been up and down, arguments happening often.. being online is ruining it I think, in person we're a lot better than that. It's probably because I'm just a bad person who does not change no matter what others try to do. A few people know that, like M. Screwing up constantly... I wonder how many other people feel like failures because of messing up all the time.

I'm sorry for being so depressing this time, but I think I'm ending it here. Thanks for reading everyone, I'll talk to you all later.