I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a long while, to you people who still read this. It's been way too stressful in my life for anything else to be done. Schooling is almost over, meaning all of the work is crashing down on my head. So much pressure from everyone, I hate it. It's not just school either, it's also my job and my nephews and my relationship and chores and choirs and so much more. I'm overstressed to the point that I gave up and just laid on the floor for over 20 minutes. I can usually handle stress, but now that I have no constant support I'm falling. My relationship is usually a great support point but lately we've been arguing and having problems and it doesn't help that I go away when I'm stressed to try and relax it a little. I feel like everything is crashing down on me. On top of everything, I pushed myself too hard yesterday and now I can't even stand because of the pain. I feel like the biggest idiot ever and I'm going to fail, to be a disappointment just like I knew I was going to be.

No good ending today folks, I apologize. Talk to you all later.