Currently writing this in a load of bad things. One minute away from midnight, sore from working out two days ago, in pain and on narcotics from getting my wisdom teeth out Tuesday morning. Anywho, I'm doing this now. 

Not going to lie, I thought of this because of you, M. Our bboom song came on Spotify and I immediately thought of you, then my promise to stay updated occasionally. Sooo here I am. Not much has changed recently. Still in school, still working, we're still together and going well (I think, I'm kinda clueless in this kinda thing). I kinda failed last semester English so I'm taking it again this semester but I can recover it fast enough to still graduate. Tbh, M, I miss you but I still worry about reverting to who I once was. I don't ever want to be that person again. I'm even worse at conversations now too, so even if we did come together again I'd just be sitting, silent, staring at the screen. 

My life is getting worse, looking back at it. Not in serious devastating ways, like family problems or disasters, but in all the small things. I'm losing my hobbies, I'm reading less and scanning online more, I'm less active, I'm caring about things less in general. 

In good news, though, my a cappella group made it to State, so that's nice. We're also going on a trip to Nashville sometime in March so that will be a fun time. I'm in Weight Training too, so I'm getting stronger thankfully. I've made a few new friends (online of course, no one talks to me IRL still) and we've called many times. I've found a solid job for after I graduate. Good things with the bad going on, so that's good stuff.

Idk what else to say, so I guess I'll be wrapping it up. I hope everything's going well for you, M, and that you've been eating and sleeping enough. Thanks for reading, everyone, and I'll talk to you all later.