nothing
but corrupted soul
or snow white scars
has left in my human body

in my mind
is only empty brain
with no thoughts
or thoughts that has no meaning

sorrow in my memories
sorrow in my bitter tears
sorrow in my thin veins

I see you everywhere
even if I do not want to
because it makes me feel pathetic
and let free in my head too many intensive emotions

you had let me love you and become my everything
but then I realised that every little
word you said to me was a lie
and you broke me and my poor heart forever

there is no sense at all
my pages are blank and clear
just like my medicine

I do not know what love and a true friendship is anymore
and so I never knew
and I expect the same in the future
even if I try as I can

please cut my head
to end this poem