You cried because you lost someone...

I cried because I have nothing and nobody to lose.

I'd rather lose a loved one then to be able to lose nothing...

Because then I can say that I've been loved.

But then again that's messed up.

I change my thoughts I'd rather have no one then to lose someone that I loved or loved me because I don't want to suffer through the heartbreak of losing a loved one...

I'd rather my heart break of loneliness then to let my heart break of the loss of someone.