January 31 2018
8:55 pm

If you're overly sensitive because you feel like you've, at some point, gone through this, I suggest that you read on but be careful. This chapter is going to be intense.

Before reading on, please know that I hate lots of things. I hate almost everything and I find it very hard to love and appreciate most things in life.

Anyways.

Imagine being me, all negative and not giving a shit about anything and everything in the world, suddenly meeting someone who immediately made you into a new person.

Who wouldn't be surprised? Even I was.

I saw her and everything just did a huge fucking 360 degree turn. There was something about her that just gives off some sort of glow or something and I was definitely attracted.

But it wasn't until I talked to her and really got to know her for a good almost 3 months that I started to feel myself falling deeper in love with her.

Yes, I know. Shocker, the soulless demon somehow has a heart that feels all fuzzy and warm when the girl she used to love/still loves gives her even just a mere glance.

The girl... let's name her Di. Anyways, Di was my heaven on this hell we call Earth. She was my piece of heaven, my ethereal love, etc.

And in a fucking flash, my heaven was taken away from me.

I don't know what's the point of this chapter, really. It's just a mess hahaha.

But after days of racking my brain as to how she could just leave me hanging in the air like that, I figured... I'm replaceable. Everyone is, I guess. I'm replaceable and no one really needs me. Once they're done using me, they leave and find another person to play, because I'm replaceable.

Fuck.

That was harsh, even to me.

I'm replaceable to the point that she didn't even bat an eyelash when she was losing me.

Damn.

I mean, I guess it is kind of my fault. Nobody wants a broken toy anyways.