It is my fault. Everything bad that happens is my fault. My words are poison as I grow more hostile and depressed by the day. All I do is tear people apart and ruin myself along with everyone else. I hate how everything I say seems to hurt and anger others. I am a plague of misfortune and the worst part is that there is no cure. I fear speaking. I fear listening. I fear hearing. I fear seeing. I fear LIVING.

I am scared of myself