Why do I constantly feel lonely, even when surrounded my people? I just want to die, to let myself fade away. In all honesty, life feels meaningless and dull. All my happiness has slowly faded out of me, leaving me with nothing but sorrow. Am I worth anything? Do I matter? My friends and family say so, but I have stopped believing them. I haven't believed them for a long time. Existing is getting to be a chore. I am tired of myself.

I don't know how much longer I can keep living. Please save me.

Hugs,
Goldie