How fucked up you are in your life? 

 Huh! kids never know what a really fucked up life is. The most fucked up life is me, I have been living this for a long time.

Currently, I am 17, I have no friends, no routine, no passion, and I am living like a dead corpse.

People below say they have fucked up love life, fucked up their business. They tried they had the courage to try.

I have no one to love, to talk to, my day usually just passes without speaking to anyone. I don't even feel connected to my parents.

Before in high school, when I had friends(At least from my side) I was really mean to them, I used to beat them up. All the guilt is with me. I regret that no one was there to tell me how to behave.

Being sensitive is difficult, People are evil nowadays so I don't simpy connect to them. Imagine the plain life, worst. No memories. That is really fucked up.

Although I am intelligent creative and much more, for whom. For whom. Who do I have in life? No one. My soul is disconnected.

Sometimes I feel like going and starting a farm and living peacefully. And sometimes I think of joining the army.

What do you even mean by fucked up? What do you even know about fucking up? You fucked up a few events in your life. I have fucked up my whole life.

But I am a survivor, I will live like living flesh, but I will survive. I will become braindead but I will survive. I don't know why for whom. But I sure will.

- Eve