Date: 15th April, 2016.

A double update, yay!

Also, I'm very insecure about posting this quote I have written. Don't hate it please. Ugh, here goes nothing.

"There is something about your first love you'll never forget.

You will find pieces of them in everyone you meet, everyone you see.

And it will hurt. Oh God, it will hurt so bad.

You will start wondering why you were never good enough.

You'll lay awake at three in the morning, crying wishing you could turn back

time and go back to the time you were happy.

You will remember how you tried to hold on.

But once you let go, you will finally be free."

ALASKA'S POV

I yawned and turned around, but a heavy weight on my waist prevented me from doing so. I furrowed my eyebrows and opened my eyes.

Blaze.

Funny, how just a name can make me so happy that I couldn't stop smiling, unny how he can make me feel things that I didn't know you could feel.

Very lightly and slowly I turned around, trying not to wake Blaze up. He looked so handsome and peaceful, exhausted too. The memories of last night came flooding in and I smiled real big, my face on fire. I stared at his face, memorising his features. I placed my hand on his cheek, loving how soft his skin felt against mine. Loving how my body felt so alive.

I ran my fingers through this cheekbone, tracing his eyes, eyebrows, nose, his lips. I combed his unruly hair with my fingers and kissed him. A few seconds later, Blaze moaned and kissed me back. I pulled away and smiled.

He opened his eyes and said, "I wouldn't mind waking up to this everyday.", smirkingly.

His morning voice was so fucking attractive. Such a turn on.

He kissed me again and a few seconds later, we were full on making out. He climbed on top of me and kissed me passionately. I ran my hands through this shirtless chest, stomach and finally resting them on his back.

He felt so good below my fingers.

His skin so soft. He stopped for a second, pulling away.

"I can't get over how beautiful you are." and with that, we started kissing again.

I was so lost in him that I didn't know what was going on. I had never seen this side of him and I bet that no one else had too. I felt so special.

"Woah woah woah, woah" I heard Liam and Blaze covered me with his body.

I felt as if I was on fire with so much of him touching me.

I widened my eyes and hid my face in his neck.

Liam had to catch us.

"Please tell me you both are clothed under that blanket." He said, covering his eyes with the back of his hand.

Seeing that Blaze was shirtless and I had a tank top on, Liam thought that we did the deed.

The thought brought blood rushing to my cheeks and I snuggled deeper into Blaze's neck, trying to make myself invisible.

"We are." Blaze replied, but I could tell that he was annoyed that Liam had interrupted us.

He slowly got off me and straighten up. I sat up on the bed, and followed Blaze's suit, getting off the bed.

I tied up my hair in a messy bun and stood next to Blaze, yawing and stretching at the same time. I had a black tank top, which rose up a bit due to the stretching and black shorts on that were very short.

Liam's eyes scanned me from head to toe and he grinned. "Looking good." He said, licking his lips.

Blaze let out a low but angry growl and he covered me by standing in front of me. "Wait downstairs, we'll be down."

After throwing a glance at my way and smirking, Liam left.

Blaze pushed me again the wall gently and stood in front.

"Nov, I can't be your best friend anymore." He said.

"What?"

"I can't be your best friend."

"Huh?" The colour from my face had drained and I felt light headed.

He was going to leave me.

"I like you Nov, go out with me."

"Huh?" I was dumbfounded. I couldn't think straight.

"Nov, will you go on a date with me?" He asked, coming closer, invading my private space.

All the sadness from a while ago left my body and I squealed, throwing my arms around him and said, "Yes."

He smiled that gorgeous smile of his which he showed only to me and kissed me again.

"Can't wait." He told me.

"Me too." I said, smiling into the kiss.

After freshening up a bit, we walked down, hand in hand. Blaze glared at Liam and pulled me into his lap.

"Mine." He had said inaudibly and I smiled. However, Liam didn't have a clue that Blazed uttered a single word.

Liam chucked and said, "Sorry Nov, if I made you feel a little uncomfortable. I wasn't checking you out. This idiot here-" He said pointing towards Blaze, "needed a push. Sorry man." He smiled.

Blaze instantly relaxed from his slightly tense posture and he simply nodded.

"Thanks." I smiled at him and he smiled back. Liz walked out of the kitchen and it was only then I realised she was here too.

I smiled at here and greeted her. She smiled back and sat besides Liam. He made a face and stood up. "Hey Al? Come with me." He had said.

I nodded and stood up, loosening my hand from Blaze's grip.

"Do you trust her?" Was the first thing Liam had asked, when we were alone.

"Yes." I replied firmly.

Why was everyone doubting her? She's a great person.

"You shouldn't." He commanded.

"Only because she annoys the fuck out of you doesn't mean I shouldn't trust her." I replied, crossing my arms.

"Trust me on this, stop hanging out with her."

"No." I glared at him.

"She's changing."

"She feels fucking left out!" I boomed.

I was done. I stormed out of the kitchen and sat next to Blaze. His presence instantly calmed me.

Five minutes later, Liam walked out with a soft expression, and not sullen as I had expected.

He knelt down in front of me and took my face in his hands. "Look Al, I don't want to loose you. Not now, not ever. I don't want a girl to take my best friend way from me."

I hugged him and whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry for shouting at you."

"Don't be. You haven't swore in while."

I looked at Liz and saw her hands were clenched. I immediately let go of Liam and walked over to her, sitting on the arm rest.

"How're you?"

"Fine." She answered.

I nodded and asked her, "So you know what happened the other day was Noah?"

"What?" She asked, a little interested.

"He was over and he had asked me whether I had a blowjob. Embarrassed and shocked, I had asked him what did he mean. Suddenly realising what'd he said, his eyes widened and his whole face turned red. It was so red." I chuckled remembering his expression.

"He then stuttered and said, "Blow dryer. I mean blowdryer.",and we both had laughed about it later."

Liz broke into a fit of giggles and I smiled at her.

She was so pretty.

The rest of the time went like this, Liam, Blaze and I telling her embarrassing incidents and in turn, she told us about some of her embarrassing events too.

I took full care that Liz didn't feel left out. However, I didn't care if Liam was too close to me for her comfort. He was my best friend and nobody or nothing would change that.

Around seven, Liz and Liam left separately and Blaze stayed behind.

"Nov, I gotta go. I won't let you sleep if I stay over if you know what I mean." He smirked.

I gasped and hit his arm, blushing lightly while doing so.

"Are."

Kiss.

"You."

Kiss.

"Excited."

Kiss.

"For."

Kiss.

"Our."

Kiss.

"Date."

Kiss.

"Tomorrow?"

Kiss.

He asked me between kisses.

"Yes." I squeaked out.

It was like he was a drug and I got addicted.

I forcefully pushed him out of the main door, telling him to go. I didn't know what would happen if he didn't leave and I didn't want to rush into things.

After he left, I sprinted to my bedroom, sliding down and sat on the floor. I covered my cheeks with my hands and squealed. I giggled and laughed. It had been a while since I had been this happy and I embraced this feeling.

The feeling of being in love.

I called up my mom and bit my nails as I waited her to answer.

"Hey Alaska."

"Hey, mum. How is your trip?"

"It's okay. Your dad and I will be home the day after. We miss you."

"I miss you too, mum." I said, smiling.

She rarely told me she missed me.

"You sound happy."

"Yeah, I am. I'm going on a date with Blaze tomorrow." I said, smiling hugely

"Fucking finally!" She said

"Mum!" I scolded her.

"Sorry, but finally he asked you out!" She squealed into the phone.

"WHO ASKED WHO OUT?" Dad's voice came from a distance and I laughed.

I could imagine how his overprotective side would come out.

"Blaze asked Alaska out." Mum told dad.

"Ah, it's fine then. HAVE FUN, AL" His voice boomed.

"Thanks dad!" I replied and mum passed it on.

"He's frowning because he won't be able to scare him off." Mum laughed.

"Blaze won't get scared, he knows dad too well." I smiled.

"That's what I told him!" Mum laughed again.

We talked a bit more. Her asking me what would I wear. She asked me to wear a dress and put on some makeup. I cringed at the thought and told her no straight up but then thought about it.

A change would be nice.

I talked to dad a bit and then hung up. He was still sour about him not being able to scare Blaze off and keeping me for himself.

After a little inner battle, I texted Liz.

To: Lizzieee
Wanna come over and help me dress for my date with Blaze, tomorrow?

From: Lizzieee
Wait, WHAT?

To: Lizzieeee
Blaze asked me out today. Sooo, help?

From: Lizzieee
Finally! And yes.

To: Lizzieee
Thanks :) Can you bring some dresses and your makeup too?

From: Lizzieee
WHAT?!

To: Lizzieeee
I thought change would be nice.

From: Lizzieee
SURE!! You are finally letting me dress you!

To: Lizzieee
Yus, see youu.

From: Lizzieee
Goodnight xx

To: Lizzieee
Goodnight, best friend.

Tomorrow is going to be great. I can feel it.

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Position: #1 in Teen Fiction.

The update is short, but hey! It's an update.

All the love,
Pia xx

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