⚠️ Beware smut warning near the end ⚠️

Sometimes life hurt like hell. 

Like the sun would never shine, nor would the flowers bloom again. 

It felt like you were stuck within a whirlwind, having lost your way, even though in the end you always found a path. 

But now, sitting on the floor with your back against your bed and knees pulled to your chest, it felt like the gloomy clouds would never go away. 

Like the pain would never leave. 

You had lost your way once again, although you would consider this much worse than what you had experienced before. Worse than the betrayal of your bestest friend, or even your near breakup with your boyfriend during your first year of university. 

They were nothing compared to what your relationship was going through now. 

You sniffled for the nth time, trying to wipe away your streaming tears. 

Yes, you had been experiencing the same feelings for a while now, thinking of a new life without Jungkook in the picture, but actually spitting it out and watching the heartbreak spread across his face was another level. 

You had thought about it, but inside, you didn't want to let it all go. 

So much had been lived, so many memories made. It was as if you were both made for each other, and would never be apart. 

But the reality of the situation was breaking through no matter how much you both wanted to deny it. 

We no longer belong together anymore

Your own words echoed at the back of your mind. 

You knew it was bad when your own words hurt and broke your heart. 

Letting out a sigh and making another attempt to wipe your tears, you looked at the box that lay open next to you, a pile of photos filling it to the brim. 

You picked up the picture sitting at the top of the pile, a sad smile spreading across your lips as that day came flashing back. 

May 16th 2020 

"Y/N!" 

Your head had snapped up at the loud call of your name from where you sat at one of the library tables alone, watching your friend Jimin come jogging up to you. 

From the expression written along his features, you could tell the news wasn't good. 

"What's wrong?" You ask worriedly as he comes to a stop next to you, breathing hard as if he had run a mile. 

"Jungkook—we were practicing, and then he had the ball, and then—" 

You stood up from your spot. 

"What happened to him?"

Jimin gulped, his eyes avoiding yours for a moment. 

"We think he has a concussion," 

You didn't even bother to take your stuff, and were hurriedly making your way towards the library doors, Jimin jogging behind you to catch up.

You pushed open the doors and turned in the direction of the gym down the hall where your boyfriend had previously gone for his basketball practice. But nearing the doors, you didn't notice the shut lights inside, nor the fact that Jimin didn't follow you once you pushed the swinging doors and came to an immediate stop when faced with complete darkness. 

Your brows furrowed in confusion, about to turn back around and find your friend, but were instead caught off guard when fairy lights along the floor flickered on, creating a small path. Your eyes followed the lights, landing on a figure that stood at the end in dress pants and a button up. 

"Jungkook?" you mutter, catching his smile. 

"Hey, love." 

You hesitantly walked up to him through the fairy lights, still confused. 

"Are you alright? Jimin said you had a concussion—" 

"I'm fine, don't worry." He held your one hand once you reached him, grinning at you softly. 

"So then what's going on?" 

"Um,"

You noticed the hesitation in his voice, only making you all the more confused. 

"Well, I wanted to ask you something." 

He swallowed thickly for a moment before squeezing your hand and revealing a bouquet of roses from behind him. Smiling, he handed them to you just as two boards behind him flickered on with the words, "will you go to prom with me?" written in white fairy lights. 

You gasped, your eyes going wide. 

"So, will you go to prom with me?" 

A grin slowly spread across your lips as your eyes turned to crescents, nodding quickly before you could even say yes. 

You jumped into his arms, hugging him tightly and he embraced you back with a grin of his own, his lips eventually finding yours for a kiss. 

Moments later you were pulling away. 

"She said yes!" 

A sudden roar of applause and whistles  caught you completely off guard and flinching  as the gym lights were flickering back on to reveal the entire basketball team standing by the gym doors behind you, and two team members by the boards behind your boyfriend. 

They came to surround you both, congratulating him and giving a few slaps on the back, including Jimin amongst the crowd. 

Soon you were locking eyes with your lover, unable to hold the giggle that erupted from within you, and hugging him once more. 

The day had truly felt magical. You felt like the main character from a movie, and it made you fall in love with him all over again. 

You loved the effort that he put in, and how hard he tried to please you although you never really wanted much. 

You were grateful for what you had, and definitely couldn't be happier at the time. 

Wiping away the fresh batch of tears, your eyes caught the picture that lay below the snapshot of you both in the gym, in front of the signs he had made. 

The second picture displayed you both in your yard, your head resting against his shoulder and hand against his chest, as he held you close from your waist. You stood in a long baby blue dress with a gemmed bodice and flowy skirt, and him in a matching blue suit, both smiling happily to the camera. 

June 20th, 2020 - Prom night 

Jungkook’s car came to a rolling stop right in front of your home, his engine turned off, and soon after he was stepping out of the car, jogging around to open your door. He held out his hand for you to hold, giving you his usual grin as you stepped down while holding the hem of your soft blue dress. A comfortable silence surrounded you as you both walked up to your home, the front lights illuminating the area. 

Once making it to your porch, you turned to him, letting your eyes trail up to meet his. You were first to break the silence. 

“Thank you for tonight, and dropping me off.” you squeezed his hand, feeling him return the action with a soft smile spread across his lips. 

“Thank you for joining me tonight, love.” he gently pulled you into his arms, hooking his arm around your waist and placing a long kiss on your forehead as your eyes shut briefly. 

You then gazed up into your favourite doe eyes that held glimmering depths that you could gaze into forever, caressing his cheek. 

Standing there, having come back from prom with your favourite person, it made you feel fuzzy and warm. You loved that you could both stand there, staring into each other's eyes in complete and comfortable silence. It made you feel a certain way, and it would always be one of the things you appreciated doing in your relationship. 

Unable to hold himself back any longer, as per usual, Jungkook dived down to steal a kiss from your lips, not surprising you even the slightest. In return, you moved your lips against his, pressing yourself slightly closer to him as your hand fell from his cheek to his nape instead. 

Sometimes you wished that he could just kiss you forever, and this was one of those moments. You wanted time to stop for a while just so you could enjoy the moment together for longer.

“You’re cold,” you felt his warm breath against your lips as he muttered, growing the space between you as he felt the goosebumps on your arm. You couldn’t help but smile. 

“Just a bit.”  

"You should get inside," he pulled away even more now, leaving you colder than before, but you didn't protest. It was late anyways, and your feet were aching due to your heels. 

Without a word, you turned back to your front door, punching in the code, and listening to it click open. You pushed open the door, stepping inside and catching your boyfriend of two years watching you with his usual soft gaze. 

"Are you heading home?" you asked, holding onto the door frame, and he nodded, stepping towards you. 

"I have nothing to do, so I might just lay in bed. It's been a tiring day." he gazed into your eyes before they slowly trailed down to your lips, nibbling on his own. "You should get some rest." 

Slowly nodding, you replied back. 

"I should," you pause for a moment, locking eyes with him once again. "Good night." 

His hands now shoved into his pockets, his Adam's apple bobbed, a look in his eyes that only you could decipher. 

Longing. 

"Good night." 

He didn't budge from his spot and neither did you, his doe galaxy eyes continuing to gaze into yours, calling for you desperately. 

You wet your now dry lips, making up your mind. 

"Why don't you come in?" 

A grin was soon spread across his lips, not even wasting a second to hop inside with you, his car beeping in the back as he shut the door behind him. 

You could only giggle as you kicked off your shoes, him doing the same next to you with more energy than he seemed to have minutes ago. He followed closely behind you, an arm around your waist, pressing small wet kisses to your neck. 

"Thank you, thank you, thank you—" 

"Stop~" you laugh, trying to shove him away as you both now climb the stairs to the second floor, his kisses tickling your shoulder. He refused to budge. 

God, why did he have to be so strong. 

"You're hard already, aren't you?" you giggle jokingly, only to receive a groan from him by your ear as you continue down the second floor to your room. 

"So hard," he muttered, pressing another kiss to your skin. 

A few more steps, and you were soon pushing your room door open, Jungkook quickly following inside. You then shut the door behind him, twisting the lock and listening to it click. 

You swallowed thickly, your small hairs rising in excitement. 

You could feel his heavy stare on you from behind, and with the next few seconds, you were turning on your heels, leaning onto the door to catch him gazing at you hungrily.

His pink tongue wet his lips. 

"Come here," 

You did as you were told, taking slow steps towards him as he stood in the centre of your room. He took your hand and pulled you into his embrace, not wasting a single second to connect your lips. With his arms circling your waist, you let yours trail up and around his neck, your fingers slipping into his hair without a second thought. 

Compared to how eager he was, the kiss was surprisingly gentle, making it evident to you that he wanted to take his time tonight. 

But you didn't. 

You bite onto his bottom lip, followed by slipping your hands down to his chest to begin unbuttoning his shirt, catching him off guard, but he responded to your neediness immediately. 

His tongue slipped into your mouth without much effort, exploring your depths that he craved on the daily while pushing you closer to him. You moaned into him as he devoured you lustfully, losing the gentleness that he had begun with. 

His buttons now halfway undone, he took a moment to shrug off his baby blue suit jacket that matched your dress without letting your lips part. His hands were back on you within seconds, his lips trailing down your neck while leaving wet kisses behind, paying close attention to a spot on your collar. 

Your fingers found their way into his hair, tugging at his roots the way he liked to hear him groan against your skin. And he did. 

Feeling you go back to working on the buttons of his shirt, Jungkook let his hand wander to find the zipper of your dress along your spine, humming in approval once he found it, and not waiting much longer to zip it down. 

The dress immediately grew loose on you, a sigh leaving your lips as he made another hickey below your collar. He took  a step back for a moment whilelicking his swollen lips to drag your straps down, allowing the rest of the dress to follow and pool around your legs. 

“Fuck,” he breathed, his eyes trailing over your uncovered niples and laced underwear, admiring your beautiful curves. 

As he continued to do so, you stepped out of your dress and towards him, tugging on his belt and noticing the tent at his centre. He was already more than ready to take you, and the thought made you squeeze your thighs. 

His belt now hanging open, you slipped out his unbuttoned white shirt out of his dress pants, and he helped you get rid of it and reveal his toned body that you loved. You were going to step forward to rest your hands on his muscular abdomen, but were caught off guard when your boyfriend fell to his knees instead, licking his lips and staring up at you through his lashes. 

Your thighs squeezed again. 

“You’re so beautiful,” he muttered before placing a kiss to your stomach, trailing it down, and allowing his fingers to hook into your white panties at your centre, his touch causing your breath to hitch momentarily. He dragged the garment down your legs and you stepped out of them too, guiding one of your legs over his shoulder. 

With his heavy breath hitting your core, you held his shoulder for support, the other slipping into his curls as his tongue licked a long strip through your folds. 

You moaned out into your open room, allowing your head to fall back as he repeated the action through your soaked core. 

He held the back of your thigh, pulling you closer to him and teasing your clenching entrance while staring up at you, feeling the way that you grabbed his hair tighter. In return, he purposely moaned against your core, receiving a moan from you as well. 

Man did he love having your pussy in his face. 

His lips sucked on your swollen jewel, sending waves of pleasure up your spine as your back arched in response, his name escaping your lips briefly with the need for more. 

Feeling the tremble in your thighs as he continued his torture, he decided on showing some mercy and bring your leg down. Jungkook was now towering over you once more, his dark orbs filled with lust and his pink tongue licking his lips and catching the juices that coated them. He didn't waste time to kiss you again. 

You moaned into him without holding back, his hands having grabbed your ass harshly before trailing them up to run his thumbs over your perked nipples. But you were growing inpatient, and he clearly knew that. 

Your hands found his dress pants as he continued to needily devour your lips, unbuttoning them and zipping him down as quickly as you could. He groaned into you, feeling freed, and doing it once more when you dragged his boxers down. 

"You're so inpatient today, baby," he grinned teasingly. 

You huffed, desperately wanting him inside of you already. 

"Are you going to fuck me or not?" 

He stepped out of his pants, taking your hand and bringing you towards the bed with him. 

"Of course I am,"

He kissed your lips, then took his place against the headboard, dragging you down to straddle him. Your foreheads rested against each other, feeling him teasingly slip himself between your slick folds. Your breath hitched, your hands gripping onto his shoulders. 

"Jungkook, oh—" 

You felt your walls expand as he pushed himself into you, holding your hips and thrusting his own. 

"Fuck," he groaned, his eyes shutting for a moment as you matched his pace, "God, I missed you so much." 

"It's only been a week." 

"Almost two," he corrected you immediately, with furrowed brows, dragging you faster against him. Your nails scrapped his pectorals, a whimper leaving your lips as he pounded against the spot that left your eyes to roll. 

You constricted around him, the string inside of you growing tighter as you neared your release. 

You didn't want the moment to end so quickly. 

Instead, you began to grind your hips against his, a curse leaving his lips. 

"Fuck, don't do that," he moaned, the winding of your hips bringing him closer to his release. His head fell back, his lips parting as his eyes squeezed shut. 

"I'm gonna cum, fuck, baby please I'm gonna—" 

The room door rattled, a small gasp leaving your lips as you stopped your movements and covered his mouth. 

"Y/n, honey? Are you home already?" 

"Yeah mom, I came back about 20 minutes ago." you respond, your heart pounding. 

"Oh, you should have told me! Open the door so we can talk about your night." 

You turned back to your boyfriend, your eyes as wide as his as you continued to press your palm against his mouth. 

You swallowed thickly. 

"I-I can't." 

There was a moment of silence. 

"Is there something wrong? Do you need help with something?" 

You internally groaned. Why of all times did she have to show up now? He was still literally inside of you. 

"Mom—" 

"Hey Mrs.Min," Jungkook spoke once pushing your hand away. Your eyes grew wide, your jaw falling open. 

"Jungkook?!" your mom gasped from the other side of the door, "Oh dear God—" 

Her footsteps could be heard walking away hurriedly while muttering to herself. 

You slapped his chest. 

"Why would you do that!" you exclaim, glaring at him. 

"What did I do?" He fired back, "She already knows we have sex." 

"Yeah but this is different," you whine, pouting. 

Now you would have to do the walk of shame when you saw her the next morning. 

"Forget it, let's focus on us," he muttered, placing multiple kisses along your shoulder as his hands came to caress your breasts. Before you could say a word, he had rolled you both over, hooking your legs around his waist and beginning to rock his hips against yours. 

You sighed in pleasure. 

"That's it, come back to me," he mumbled, nibbling on your earlobe and picking up his pace. "Did I tell you that I missed you?" 

You laughed through a quiet moan, slipping your fingers through his hair. 

"You did," 

"Well, I missed you so much." He groaned, angling his pelvis to hit your good spot. Your lips parted open and eyes fell shut.

"Right there," you whimper, your nails scraping his back and tugging on his hair. He thrusted harder, causing your legs to begin to tremble as you grew closer to your release. 

He pressed his lips to yours and you both moaned into each other, trying to muffle out your sounds. But the creek of the bed was enough to give you away. 

Several more thrusts, and Jungkook felt you begin to constrict around him rhythmically, your nails digging into his back as your back arched when you reached your orgasim. 

He pressed his hand against your lips to muffle your moans, eventually turning to whimpers as he continued to thrust into you to reach his high. 

You were gasping his name now, clenching around him tightly due to the overstimulation. Curses escaped his lips in return as your warm depths brought him closer with each drag of his hips, until the tension within him finally snapped and he released inside of you. 

After a moment of catching your breaths, he pressed a kiss to your temple, pulling away and laying next to you. You felt like someone had taken all your energy away from you as sleep began to settle in. 

"Let's clean you up," you heard your boyfriend mumble softly behind your shut eyelids, followed by a shift on your mattress. 

You watched him grab the box of tissues on your nightstand and quietly clean the mess between your thighs. 

"Oh, your makeup," 

He was quick to jog into your washroom and appear with your makeup remover wipes. 

"Can't let you look all crusty in the morning," you slap his chest and laugh with him while he removes your makeup with care.

"Better?" He asked, returning back to his spot next to you once throwing out the tissues and turning off the lights while your night lamp stayed on. You nodded with a soft smile. 

"Thank you," 

"Anytime, love."

He pulled you into his arms, resting his head against your chest, humming in approval of how comfortable he found his favourite spot. 

"I don't understand why you love it there so much, I'm as flat as paper," you giggle, watching as he whipped his head to look at you, clearly offended. 

"How dare you," he gasped. He placed a kiss on both your breasts, snuggling up to them. 

"Don't listen to her, daddy loves you both." 

You couldn't help but laugh, hearing him follow. 

"Seriously though, I love them. They fit in my hands perfectly," he continued cupping one of your boobs. "And I love how they bounce in my face when—mph"

You continue to giggle and press your hand to his mouth, preventing him from continuing. 

"I think that's enough," you grin, hearing him chuckle against your palm. 

He pressed a kiss against the inside of your hand and lowered it, returning to his favourite spot against your chest. 

"I love you, even if you think your boobs are small." He smiled against your chest, making you smile too as you ran your fingers through his dark strands. 

"I love you too."