11:34pm

Math exam tomorrow 😗✌🏻

Au
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Logan and Patton sat in the common room, after Roman and Virgil left for the night the two were chatting softly to one another, hazy as the evening headed towards midnight. They were positioned opposite each other, cross legged, their knees grazing the other's. Logan was immeasurably content with Patton gently dragging his fingers up and down the underside of his arm, making tingles buzz through his body and eyes to close halfway in bliss.

Patton noticed and giggled, leaning forward to peck his nose. Logan's eyes opened fully once he did, a soft pink spreading across his cheeks, meeting over the bridge of his nose. Patton watched closely, loving when Logan would become flustered - one of the many things he loved about his boyfriend.

They had been dating for a few months and still hadn't had their first kiss, Patton would be okay with waiting forever if Logan needed it, but the logical aspect felt guilty. He knew Patton liked affection yet he was holding him back - all of this was still very new and the feelings were sometimes a little overwhelming.

But in this moment, he found, in his heart, he was ready.

Eyes flickering down to Patton's lips briefly, he met Patton's eyes again and the softer side caught on instantly. "You sure?" His voice was gentle, hand slowly coming to a stop, but still holding onto his wrist gently. Logan nodded, lifting a hand to place it over Patton's.

"I am" he confirmed and Patton smiled, standing up with Logan following. Their hands intertwined and 'hugged' as Patton would put it, all the way to one of their rooms. The two sides were excited, hearts picking up their pace as their brains registered the fact that they were about to kiss. Patton could start vibrating he was so thrilled.

Once Logan shut the door, he turned to see Patton closer than he expected. The side was smiling, a warm smile that gave Logan all the reassurance he would need. Patton wouldn't do anything, not even for a moment, that he was uncomfortable with and Logan absolutely loved him for it. He couldn't understand how he ever got so lucky to be dating Patton but he would cherish it for all his existence.

In the silence, Patton lifted his hand and drifted his knuckles down Logan's cheek, biting his lip cutely as Logan eyes fluttered for a moment.

Then, ever so gently, Patton walked him back until he pressed to the wall, hands flat against it as he tensed a little, but he needed to relax, this was Patton, nothing would go wrong - he was sure of it. So, he breathed in, held it for a moment, then breathed out and managed a shaky smile.

"Everything okay, Logy?" Patton made sure, one hand squeezing his waist, the other caressing his cheek, soft like a feather. "Y-yes" he confirmed a little wobbly, nodding his head afterwards to confirm, his voice failing on him.

"Everything will be fine, okay? And if you don't like it we'll stop, alright? I promise, I want you to be one hundred and one percent comfortable" and Logan melted slightly, he couldn't believe how caring Patton was but he adored it nonetheless.

"I will tell you if I'm not, but I am sure I will enjoy it" Patton giggled at this, taking a few steps closer until their chests were just touching. Logan left his arms by his sides, hands clenching and un-clenching. He was nervous, is all. Patton knew this and ran his hands across his shoulders and down his arms, resting them on his hands where he brought them up to his face and kissed gently. Logan watched, feeling himself calm down slowly.

"Can I kiss you now?" Patton murmured in their warm, encasing silence. Logan nodded and straightened up unconsciously.

Patton leaned close, his eyes closing slowly, Logan doing the same but keeping absolutely still, holding Patton's hands tight that still held his. Patton squeezed them one more time before their lips pressed together and Logan thought he might collapse, legs almost buckling underneath him, holy Newton his feelings were going fucking ballistic! Is this what kissing always feels like?! He wishes he had done it sooner!

The kiss was short, too short in his opinion, but as Patton leaned back Logan didn't open his eyes, lips parted, breathing heavy even if it didn't last that long. Patton smiled adoringly and kept ahold of his hands, pecking his nose, cheeks, chin, eyes and forehead.

"Can I kiss you again?" Patton requested and all Logan could do was make a slight noise of agreement. Patton found it absolutely, impossibly endearing and didn't waste time to lean close and connect their lips, longer this time, much longer, it felt like hours passed, their lips moulded together perfectly until Patton finally pulled back to allow them both to breathe.

This time, Logan's eyes cracked open, the side at a bit of a loss. "Oh" he whispered and Patton giggled in the least mocking way he could, tugging Logan across the room to their bed. "I-oh" he repeated, fumbling with words and noises. Patton allowed him, clicking their fingers so they instantly changed into their favourite onesies, him laying down first then pulling Logan down with him.

He combed a hand through his hair continuously, letting Logan calm down until he could speak again. "I-I really enjoyed that" he finally admitted and Patton felt relieved, allowing Logan to move until their faces were inches apart, both resting on the pillow. Logan moved one hand to rest on Patton's waist, eyes silently asking if this was okay and Patton grinned, eyes sparkling with love. He answered by a slight nod and Logan kept moving until his arm curled completely around him, holding him close, butterflies almost killing him.

"And you say I'm adorable" Patton whispered, cupping his face with both of his hands. Logan flushed even further somehow, eyes shifting away for a moment, but he accepted the compliment with a smile.

In the silence, he leaned closer, wanting to kiss again but their noses bumped together. He leaned back in surprise, "oh-er-I-"

Patton shut him up with a gentle giggle, "here" he tilted his head slightly so their faces slotted together, lips grazing until Logan pushed closer, slowly, ever so slowly getting the hang of it. They both felt soft in that moment - vulnerable in the most perfect way, cuddling with the person they loved with all their heart, sharing their first kisses like they were teenagers.

Afterwards, they decided to finally go to sleep, Logan moving back to his original position, head buried in Patton's chest, relishing in the hand that combed his hair. "Logy?"

"Yes, Love?" Logan's voice was slurred and muffled with sleep, Patton's heart fluttered.

"I love you, so so much"

Logan smiled.

"I love you so much, too"

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Gooooodnight losers

12:03am