12:24am

I'm a suck up who needs all my friends' parents' approval thERE I SAID IT

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"I think our parents are relieved we don't fight anymore" Roman commented while walking into his and Logan's bedroom, closing the door with his foot, both hands typing away on his phone. Logan who was sitting on his bed, reclined back comfortably while reading from his favourite book hummed in response, slowing turning a page after he finished it.

Roman tore his eyes from his phone, giving Logan a once over. "Do you do anything other than read?" He exasperated,  heading to his bed to flop down dramatically, laying his phone on the table beside it. Logan didn't respond for a few seconds, finally giving Roman a brief side eye. "Yes - I write in my journal"

Roman huffed, "write what? Fanfiction between your favourite characters? Tell me" he rolled onto his side, propping himself up by his elbow. "Who's your ship? OTP?"

Logan finally turned to Roman fully, closing his book after neatly tucking his bookmark inside. "What are you talking about?" He asked in genuine disgruntled confusion which made Roman grin.  "OTP! One true pairing! Every character ever created, who do you think would go perfectly together?" Logan rose his eyebrow in an expression that silently asked Roman if he was serious which made him giggle cutely-at least, cute in Logan's opinion, but he would never voice that.

"Here, I'll give you one" Roman tapped his chin in thought, glancing to the side. "Gatsby and Nick! I'm sorry but that woman stood no chance"

Logan tilted his head to the side, face scrunched up. "You mean Daisy?"

"Oh psh-wait, seriously? Daisy?" He quickly asked, "I thought her name began with a 'p'" he murmured to himself, shaking his head afterwards. "Oh! Who cares, so do you get it now?"

Logan sighed, "I suppose I do? I do not see the point, if it isn't apart of the plot line why have an...OTP between characters?"

Roman shrugged, "it makes a closer connection to the characters, inspiration for fan art and fanfics, and it can be kinda cute to think about" Logan nodded slowly in understanding, he guessed he could see the perks of 'shipping people' (he hoped he used that right) in that sense, it still confused him though he wouldn't try and solve that query.

"To answer your original question, no I do not" Logan adjusted his glasses, one hand wedged between his legs, "I do not write fanfiction"

Roman smirked, sitting up further. "Prove it, nerd, a guy like you must have written something about his favourite characters"

Logan shook his head, "seriously, I have never dabbled in writing - it involves creativity which I do not have much of. I would prefer to write an educational book, about space for instance" he explained, while doing so Roman wanted to make 'blah blah' noises but found listening to Logan's voice wasn't that...bad. He liked it.

"Right, well! That settles it" Roman slapped his hands onto his thighs, "you're boring, and I'm going out" as he stood up and grabbed his jacket Logan asked where he was going out of curiosity.

"Originally I was going with friends to see the new Lion King but they bailed - won't stop me, though!" Reaching for the doorknob, he froze when Logan spoke up, saying something he wouldn't actually ever expect from the boy. "I could join you?" It made him slowly turn to stare at his roommate to see if he was serious, eyes narrowed suspiciously.

"Hmhm" he hummed, "and pigs can fly" he mocked but Logan stood up.

"I am serious - I have not seen the first one. It might be an enjoyable experience"

"You haven't seen the-?!" Roman took a long, steady breath. "It's okay, Roman, it's okay, not everyone has watched Disney, it's not okay but that's just the world you live in" He whispered to himself, Logan barely caught onto what he and didn't have time to ask for Roman was excitedly grabbing his hand and pulling him out the door.

"Okay fine! You swayed me, nerd! But we're certainly watching the original when we return!" Roman led him down the staircase and to the front door, Logan stopping before they left completely, both boys sharing confused looks for different reasons. 

"Why'd you stop?" Roman asked, glancing at his feet. He had shoes on and he didn't wear jackets during the day, what could he be missing?

"We're not informing our parents?"

"Oh..." Roman's confusion dropped and his face blanked for a moment, he's never...told his parents where he was going before, certainly not getting their approval. The first few times he did it they never called to check in, only when the time passed by eleven - Roman assumed he didn't need to ask and never did, he learnt that his parents just don't really care about him in that way - they're super lenient and not the greatest. To be honest at this point he hoped they'd he upset if he were to die but didn't know for certain.

"Yeah, sure, go..ask your mother" he let go of Logan's hand, blushing lightly after realising how long he held but but honestly he didn't mind...? Logan nodded and went to find his mother while Roman waited awkwardly in the doorway, bobbing on his feet and checking the time. They still had fifteen minutes to get there and it was only a ten minute walk, if they were late the adverts should make up for it.

Logan came back two minutes later and Roman smiled, "ready?" He asked and Logan nodded, the two leaving and heading down the street together.

"I assume you told your parents prior?" Logan brought up.

Roman upturned his lips in disagreement, "nope" he replied with a light shrug of the shoulders, "I haven't asked for their permission to do anything for years" he then smirked and nudged Logan playfully, "best life ever, eh? I can do whatever I want and they won't be there to stop me!" Always look to the positives because most the time the negatives brought him down and he hated being anything other than his usual happy boisterous self.

"I would prefer my parents to be involved" Logan countered, "I would certainly feel more secure and..." cared for, Logan cut himself of without intention of finishing. He knew of Roman's situation and it seemed bringing it up didn't lead to desirable effects so he dropped the conversation of there, Roman didn't protest.

They made it to the cinema while starting up mindless chatter, anything they could think of really. Walking up to the counter Roman smiled warmly at the lady behind it. "Two tickets for The Lion King, please" he requested and she happily obliged, a nice customer was always welcomed (and quite honestly needed to get through the day).

"Here-"

Roman completely ignored Logan's money, paying for both the tickets himself. "But-" Logan tried to protest, blinking at the ticket that was thrusted in his direction. "We don't have time to work out half the money!"

"It's simple math a ticket is ten dollars-"

"We'll miss a remake of a cinematic masterpiece! C'mon nerd!" The lady behind the counter giggled into her hand as she watched the brighter dressed man drag away his friend towards the snack bar, she honestly thought the two were cute.

"I'll pay for the snacks" Logan tried but Roman shoved him to the side with a wink, already handing his money to the man who thanked him and turned to the register after they told him what they wanted. "Roman!" Logan hissed, he didn't want the boy to pay for everything but he couldn't help but feel a little warm inside because of it.

"All you owe me is your company for this movie" Roman replied, handing him his box of popcorn and drink, already taking his and himself towards the room the movie was shown in. Logan couldn't do anything other than follow him without complaints, grumbling loud enough about how Roman better not make him repay him in the future with actual money.

"Don't worry, hun, you can repay me in other ways" he murmured in a joking, seductive manner. While the flirt went mostly over Logan's head he still felt a little flustered by the comment and decided to stay silent until the end, the adverts had already started anyway.

Throughout the movie the two boys would often glance over at each other, thankfully never at the same time but that didn't mean they couldn't see each other from the corner of their eye, but honestly? Neither minded. They both found each other to be cute (they admit to themselves reluctantly) and when they would laugh both would relish in the sounds - this was certainly a more enjoyable experience than they first imagined.

Halfway through when Roman had finished his popcorn he placed the box by his feet, resting his hand on the armrest. When he noticed Logan's arm beside his he bit his lip, looking at Logan for only a second, eyes flickering to the screen and back down to their hands. Slowly he moved until his palm was downwards, his pinky lifting in the air, barely touching Logan's.

The boy could see what was happening from his peripheral vision, he didn't want to look down completely to avoid any awkward encounter, but he shifted his pinky too, it not taking long until their pinkies hooked. They didn't move for the rest of the movie, smiles unable to be wiped away from their faces.

"A great as that movie was" Roman instantly began once credits rolled on screen, turning to Logan with a grin. "We have to watch the original, they're both great but you haven't lived until you've seen all of Disney's originals"

Logan quirked an eyebrow, "wasn't some of Disney's originals offensive to different people and cultures?"

Roman huffed, "some? You mean all but let's not focus on that" Roman took his hand completely, pulling Logan from his seat to rush out the building (both making sure not to leave any trash around their seats - they weren't monsters).

While they headed back home, Logan watched Roman ramble about his favourites and what movies he thinks Logan would like more and which he might not enjoy as much but still has to watch them because, in his words, "he just had to". Logan didn't mind, quite honestly he had spent more and more time with Roman since they became civil after their fight a few weeks ago and found himself enjoying Roman's presence more and more.

And Roman? Roman really liked Logan's company. He hadn't managed to spend much time with his friends recently and his parents weren't at all better company-wise so actually having someone he could talk to, spend time with, be himself with...it was refreshing, he wished they had done it sooner.

Later, after watching Disney movies one after another it was early the next morning when one of them finally fell asleep. It was Roman, Logan realised this after his head softly fell onto his shoulder and he instinctively cuddled closer to Logan when he succumbed to sleep. The last movie was almost over, he debating ending it now but he remembered how excited Roman was for him to see these movies so he stuck through, besides he was curious to see how it ended. 

When it did end and he finally turned off the television he quickly realised his predicament. Due to Roman leaning on him, one arm loosely curled around his own arm and one of his legs resting on his he wouldn't be able to move without waking him and that for some reason flared in Logan's mind as something not to do under any circumstances. Not because Roman might attack him for it, because Roman was sleeping on his shoulder and he should not be awoken under any circumstances.

This is weird for him, he's never felt like this before.

Shifting a little, he turned his body to face Roman more, awkwardly laying his head against the pillow, not really able to position it where he wasn't touching Roman's hair, he was right there! Cuddled up to him!

Logan's entire body froze when Roman shifted but thankfully he was still asleep, just moving to get closer to the heat radiating from Logan.

Without much else space he awkwardly laid his arm over Roman's waist, it was stiff for a moment before he relaxed, letting it loosely rest there while wondering what he did to get himself in this situation why didn't he just lay in his own bed?!

He let out a soft sigh, it would be a lie to say he isn't enjoying it...

"Goodnight, Roman" he whispered before closing his eyes, a few moments later falling asleep.

Towards midday both boys woke up a few seconds apart, blushing furiously when they realised they had cuddled closer against each other during the night.

Roman was the first to break the silence. "Disney, you're comfortable" he murmured, face resting on his chest, he wasn't lying or exaggerating, he had only cuddled a few people in his life time but this was most certainly the best cuddle he's ever experienced.

Logan cleared his throat awkwardly, "I-um-thank you?"

Roman laughed, shifting away and pushing himself up on his arms, their legs still somewhat intertwined. "You're welcome, nerd" he murmured, eyes flickering down to his lips until he got out of bed and stretched. "Well I need a shower" he grabbed his clothes for that day, sending Logan grin before he left the room.

And yes Logan was still in bed, face as red as a tomato, wondering what the Hell just happened and if it would happen again soon.

And it did.

Many times.

Until Logan finally officially moved to Roman's bed a few weeks later.

That same night they shared their first kiss.

Logan was an extremely happy boy indeed.

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Flip a coin, heads I win, tails you lose, GO!

1:24am

I saw this tag and wanted to do it oop-

1. Sexual orientation or gender identity?

I'm a bisexual (attraction to both genders) demi-boy (he/him & they/them) transgender FTM (born female, now I am aLPHA STRONG MALE *THUMPS CHEST*) and polyamory (dating more than one person)

I think that's it...? Honestly there's probably more let's move on shall we?-

2. Did you have any experiences as a child that foreshadowed your sexuality?

I had a crush on Captain Amelia? Kinda? As far as childhood crushes go I just thought she was awesome and shit- I didn't have any experiences though. HOWEVER I always preferred to hang out with my male friends & male members of the family??? So I liked dick AND wanted a dick what are the chances

3. How old were you when you knew? What was that like for you?

Oh fuck me how old was I—okay, I knew I wasn't straight in year eight (work out the age yourself I'm fucking lazy) (and if you don't know what "year eight" means you might be American so I don't care) (Kidding I love you guys..well...some don't shoot me pls you have great accents...in most places) anyway I was a lesbian in year eight (wild I know) then I went bisexual, then pansexual then bi again and theeeeeeen early year nine I saw myself as male and honestly?? I enjoyed every second of it lmAOOO BEING STRAIGHT WAS BORRRINGGG

4. The first person you came out to and that story?

hA! Okay I first came out to THE ENTIRE CLASS when I realised I was lesbian because I told my friend and someone overheard which led to people overhearing her when she asked so the entire class knew and I loved it- the attention was amazing I got a girlfriend tHE SAME WEEK YA BOY HAS GAAAAAAAAAAAME

I first "came out" as trans to a friend who ironically isn't my friend anymore because they're somewhat transphobic?? And other reasons I won't be disclosing- the story is they asked if I were a boy and in that moment I hadn't thought about being trans before?? So instead of my mind being "let's think about this, tell her you'll respond in a few days maybe" my mind was like "YEP YOU A BOY NOW" and they were like "what's your name?" and instead of my mind being "okay you're a boy now, let's choose a name that you might have for the rest of your life" my mind was like "*thinks for 0.2 seconds* MY NAME IS LOGAN"

So that's what happened?? Tell me I'm not actually trans and I tricked myself into believing it I fucking dare you nerds HAHAHAHAHAHA I'll end you. Although I do actually think that kickstarted me into realising I'm trans, I hate she/her and my birth name sooooo whatever- plus i gotta the case of mild dysphoria ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

5. Did you face any problems regarding religion?

Luckily nope! Barely any one in my family is religious and if they are I don't know them! Lmao but I'm Satan so my religion is Satanism?

6. Your favourite LGBT book?

fUck I can't remember the name but I literally didn't realise it was LGBT until the END- who would've guessed the main character was GAY literally it was like the main character was a girl with a lead up to getting with a boy and for her to not and be with a girl instead???? Fucking A+++ execution AND it was in my school lmaooooo(I stole it from my school in year seven)oooooooo

The title had Ash in it-actually I think that's it, I think it's just called 'Ash'

Also it may have been obvious she was gay but I was in year seven so I hadn't experienced much LGBT then

7. Your favourite LGBT movie?

Ah Yes lemme just grab the LONG LIST-

That was a sarcastic comment because Hollywood is homophobic.

Anyway Alex Strangelove was pretty good

8. Your favourite LGBT celebrity/role model?

Thomas Hot Stuff Sanders my dudes

9. Your favourite LGBT song/artist?

Song: "Girls Like Girls"
Artist: Hayley Kiyoko (I think she's apart of LGBT?? Could be wrong my dudes)

10. Your favourite LGBT quote?

"Could be gayer" because I cannot relate 🏳️‍🌈 😎 🏳️‍🌈

11. A picture of your first LGBT relationship or of your first LGBT crush?

HAHA my first girlfriend (after I came out as lesbian) got like one picture with me, didn't give me her correct phone number and only talked to me in school - literally our relationship lasted a week and she broke up with me through a friend OVER TEXT so I have to admit best first relationship EVER

Being a man now I guess it's not an LGBT crush?? But here she is lads Captain Amelia

Look at her- perfection! (You could say purrfection—I'll see myself out)

12. Your experience when an LGBT organisation or event (Day Of Silence, pride, etc?)

I was gonna go to pride once but i got the date wrong soooooo awkward- other than that nope

Unless you count my existence which I am very prideful for

13. Your favourite LGBT positive show?

One Day At A Time even if sometimes it's kinda cringe we love Elena~ if that's how you spell her name~~

14. The LGBT slur you hate the most or if you've taken back a slur and used it as a definition?

Does this mean taken back and used without the mean definition? As in taken the power from the word and using it in my own amusement? If so me and my friend used to call each other faggots for fun, I'd love to do it to more friends but it's such a no go word I don't wanna make anyone uncomfortable

As for slur I hate the most? I haven't been subjected to a lot but any that's against trans people? Because being trans is the thing I'm most "sensitive" about

15. Your favourite gay joke?

This one made me chuckle

I snorted-

Mood??

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I tag disneyintrovert and YouAreAnnoyinghaha if you two want to do this 💚💛

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