(Admin here, here's some Tommy lore)
So this is kind of to clear up things up/to vent so it's gonna be kind of long sorry...

Anways lets start from the beginning, when I was 18 I got into drugs. Eventually it got to the point where i was a confirmed addict. I speant two weeks in jail and three months in a mental hospital to get clean, while I was their I was also confirmed a sex addict, yea I know I'm fucked up.

Yes so eventually I got clean and clean and I stayed that way for 8 or so years until recently, i hated that I was hooked again and instead of giving in I attempted suicide. It failed obviously but sometimes I wonder what would happen if I died, if it would be better

So yea and it gets worse. So recently Henry Laurens hurt Alex, my Alex the love of my life, because I did something he didn't like. I could have stopped it I could have prevented it but I didn't and I blamed myself, I still do. It hurts so bad to think about it so I push it away. I tell y'all I'm fine but I'm really not.

Wow that was a lot longer then I wanted it to be but I needed y'all to get it straight and I also needed to vent so
Sorry