It's not often when I post to facebook about Thomas.
In fact it's probably been over a year since I have. As a tribute to Thomas I did post to Facebook last night. I wrote:

Today is two years since Thomas died and it's an anniversary I've been dreading. To go another year without his laughter, without his voice, his sense of humour, his utter personality and his fiery red hair.
My heart breaks to see the pictures of him on the wall, because all his pictures of him will be stunted, I'll never be able to grow up beside him like I do Jordan, Alex and Lauren. I won't be able to see his accomplishments and his trials that every child and teen and young adult face. I won't be able to see him fall in love or graduate Highschool or go to Disneyland. And the idea that he doesn't get to do that is tormenting.
I wish I could see him now, going off to grade 4, playing with his friends and being super intrigued by the new episodes of the Simpsons, with whenever he hears something funny immediately repeating it and laughing his little heart out at the sillyness of it.
I wish everyday I never had to say goodbye to the person that has changed my life the most.

To remember Thomas's life today we ate his favourite meal, homemade pie and finished it off with his favourite drink, strawberry milk.

Rest in my peace, my beautiful little brother, it rips up my soul to think of the rest of my life without you.