I understand, some people just don't work out. You're happier with someone else than you would be with me now. I can't stop that, and I wouldn't. It hurts so badly, but all I want is for you to be happy. I can stand to make my sacrifices if it means you will smile amd not be burdened by me.

I said some not so nive things after I was told. I'm not using it as an exscuse. If I don't act lile a cold stoic asshole, I'll completely lose it and break down.

I still love you. Deeply, and with all of my heart. Because of you, my demons stopped visiting as frequently. My hallucinations, and the voices and nightmares...  It was because of you that I finally felt good about myself and didn't want to die each night.

Although I said I still love you, I'm not taking you back if you get your heart broken as well. Instead ill ask you what a taste of your own medicine is like.

I wanted to spend our future with eachother. Dancing umder the stars, having cake batter play fights, adopt a child, name a huge guant dog lyvrs+