I'm saying sorry to chay because she is my second real friend I think and I don't really now how to act around people online or irl so most of the time I just go off of how people treat me disrespectful,rude,bitchy
That's just kinda what I think everyone is like until now because when ever someone in my class would talk to me and I accidentally ignored them because I was have asleep they would yell at me the want $20 tomorrow or they will get me expelled from my school so I kinda thought that's how everyone was so that's what I based my personality on when I say smth I'm saying In rude tone even tho I ment it to be nice and when I try to be nice I turns out weird the only time I actually sound nice when I say smth is "I love you" and that's because there is only two was to say ot and I'm not very sarcastic so I wanted to apologize to you chay because you made me realized that what I based my personality on is wrong and thank you for that I've been trying to write the for the last hour but I couldn't find words