"It's so hard. So hard."

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"We have to catch up with each other! Let's go out for lunch tomorrow!"

Yoongi shook his head slightly from the memory, smiling warmly at you as you walked beside him under the sunny sky.

It was your idea to hang out after a long time and Yoongi couldn't pass up this chance with you.

His heart fluttered as you held onto his arm, speaking about your life up to that very moment as the three of you walked by the beachside.

Yoongi listened intently, not noticing the fiance just following him and you both.

His focus was only on you.

The way you had grown more beautiful in the past few years.

Yoongi spoke up about his life as an idol and was surprised to hear that you were caught up with their latest music.

Yoongi felt pride wash over him, listening to you gush over how amazing his music was.

Yoongi spent the entire day with you.

Having lunch at a restaurant.

Sitting together and sharing food.

Going out to share ice cream and spreading it on your noses.

Holding hands while walking down a park.

Laying down on the grass with you rested on Yoongi's chest.

Watching a movie together in the cinemas and you laying your head on his shoulder.

Giving piggyback rides and you hugging him tightly.

Yoongi realised that you never once acknowledged your fiance's existence.

Yoongi didn't care about him.

He didn't care that you only did couple things with him and not your fiance.

Yoongi didn't care that he willingly was doing all these things a boyfriend should with their girlfriend in front of the fiance.

He would keep doing it.

Because he was happy again.

He was happy with you again.

He was happy to have you in his life again.

And he didn't want to let you go.

Yoongi was falling in love with you all over again.