No one would notice if I left the earth, right? If I disappeared, no one would care, right? Do all my "friends" really care about me? I bet you guys wouldn't mind if I died, right? What's the point of living on this earth if I'm just going to die sooner or later. Everyone has a death date, right? I guess mine will just be sooner. I've never told anyone I have these thoughts, and if you know me IRL and are seeing this, don't tell anyone. Please? Think of it as my final wish? I never showed signs of depression on here because this was an escape from reality for me. Talking to everyone on here seemed easier than taking to someone in real life. If I am active on here, then I didn't go through with it. Don't think of this as a good-bye. Think of this as.......see you later.

(This was a note I had written on my phone, and never showed it to anyone. I've always had these thoughts, I just never showed them. I'm always the "fun, happy girl", but the truth is. I'm not. I'm not what I seem. Inside I'm a dark person. I needed a place to put this, so I figured why not here? Please no one take a picture/screenshot this, for safety reasons. I think now that I've expressed these emotions, I'm not as bad. I probably will get rid of these thoughts. It's just that, I've wondered what would happen if I died. Would anyone notice? The reason is because my uncle died back in December of 2014, the night before his birthday. There wasn't any alcohol or drugs involved, any we all wondered why he died. We then figured out later, in around April of 2015, that it was probably suicide. I then got the idea that maybe he died because it was his time to leave the earth. But now I know, after telling you guys this, that suicide is never the answer. Don't be suicidal. For me. Please? All I wanted to say)

EDIT: I GOT RID OF THE NOTE. IM FINE AND IM HAPPY! :D