Goodbye 2017 you little shit, man what a crappy year. There were some good things but overall it was bad.

So let's focus on the good things shall we:
I reconciled with and made some good friends really good friends whom I love with all my heart. Thank you for sticking with me throughout the year and here's to another. the ones on Wattpad:
Oyuchika
chungay-
miracleboi
semipai
Reina_de_Naipes
And others (even if I forgot to mention you I lOVE YOU ALL). The rest of them are on tumblr or Butt soup sever.

I became gayer and am starting to embrace that gayness (I even got a long distance gf-) the journey to not suffering from internal homophobia starts now

I started and am continuing therapy. I had several fallouts this year in terms of recovery and just felt so isolated and alone that I almost just, ended it all. I didn't though, so recovery is a go and death is a no

Got into new fandoms and am enjoying my time. (Especially Kpop)

Went from a F in Genetics to a passing grade (I didn't get into that Genetics lab unfortunately so no cloning for me-)

Went to the LGBT support group and now have some good irl friends (we're all super fucking gay)

Started writing again

I got goals:
Stop myself from self harming
Stop being a depressed piece of crap
OBTAIN HAPPINESS
Be ok with the fact that I might MIGHT end up alone (aka no close friends) in my adulthood
Improve my health (apparently according to my blood test I'm anemic?)
Appreciate the people in my life more
Get a good goddamn sleep schedule cause if I decide to pull another all nighter I'll fight myself-
Get mental health medication cause I might need it at this point
Continue to practice the ukelele so I can serenade you all with my uke skills-
I got more it'd take too long to list them

I mess up a lot, like a lot, I've lost some people cause of my attitude and I'm horrible sticking to goals but this is the year of improvement. Hopefully.