obviously since this is a public platform, i'm not going to get deep into specifics but i guess if you really want them you can pm me after all of this?

yeah, i have a lot to say, but i'm also not going to continue pretending to be oblivious and say that a lot of people are going to read this.

so recently i made a mistake, a mistake that has quite a bit of backlash, and i've realised it's time for me to move on with my life and start to be more mature about things. i have to do some repairing to my relationships (both familial, friends, and girlfriend) because my dumb self didn't realise this wasn't something i was only doing to me. anyways i'm going to have to do a lot of changing in order to cope with all of this and set everything right, and that's going to start on here?

i realise in the past i haven't been open with my mates (both irl and online) and i'm sorry about that. everyone shares things with me, both things i ask for and don't ask for, so i should have been doing at least a bit on my part. needless to say, if that's what we need to rebuild and fix things, then i'm all for it. you want honesty, i'm giving you honesty.

and i'm also sorry for the crappy way i've treated all of you. everything i've done for the most part is incredibly immature and i'm having to realise that now. i know a lot of people don't care to hear from me anymore, but no matter how long it's been i want to fix everything that i can so i can move on.

with all this being said, i'm making a new accout and leaving this in the dust. i've got to move on with my life and i can't have everything on here holding me back.

(sorry this is rough, not in the best state, hopefully lana has proofread this before i post)

- preston