I was going through my contacts and realized I had never called my friend/crush bc I just never did. I didn't give him my number so he couldn't call me. I felt really guilty bc he might have wanted to talk to me about something.

Hahah, probably not, who would want to talk to me 😂

Anyway, so I was going to click the call button, but my hand was shaking really bad. It probably would have sounded like an earthquake was going on. Anyway, I didn't even know what I was going to say.

I didn't want to sound too clingy, but not too distant. I was acting like a stereotypical girl.

So when I finally settled on one ("Hey [Friend/Crush], this is [Luna]. I realized I didn't give you my number, so here it is. Call back anytime")

That was, of course, if he didn't answer.

Anyway, so after a really long pep talk and a few "rehearsals", I was going to click it again. But my hand was StIlL sHaKiNg ReAlLy BaD

So after another few minutes, I FINALLY clicked the call button.

It said his number wasn't available.

F*ck you, phone. F*ck you...