So I just looked at the Fan Fiction Leaderboard and I started scrolling through for #107 right? AND MY BOOK ISNT POSTED!!!!

Like what the heck??? It says on my book that I'm #107 and my book isn't posted on the leaderboard.

So, I got to thinking and I wondered if it was because my book didn't have enough reads.

Nope.

I saw a two books posted and one had the same amount of reads as me and one had almost 5k less!

So I have no idea why my book isn't posted but then this random thought got put in my head...

What if?

What if I'll never be as successful writers like that have hundreds of thousands of reads?

What if I'm not talented enough to do this?

What if I just get too worked up and work so much but get nowhere further than I am?

What if?

That's the question buzzing through my head right now and I cant seem to shake it...

So I know this doesn't really happen all that often, but I'm one of those people that has 'days' where I get mentally low, but the sucky thing is, today was going GREAT until that thought popped in my head.

So I all ask for right now, is for prayer. For anything you just read, or just for me in general because I really don't know why this is going on in my head.

Love you guys <3