My bullying became worse each day. Some would throw they're trash at me while I use thhe bathroom, They would spill they're eraser dusts in my lunch, prank call me at home, tear my homework apart, call me thousands of names, trip me when I walk, randomly cut my hair or blame me for mistakes they make like throw the trash in the wrong place

If the students were categorized according to popularity and importance in school, im in the very bottom. Lower than those geeks and nerds, lower than those unnoticed fat kids and what they say, lower than even trash. While Natsu, my first love, crush and boyfriend and Lisanna, my used to be BFF but now treats me like total garbage are running the school like they're the king and queen of it. Even the principal recognized them as the king and queen.

If they are the king and queen, where am I? My status is so low that nothing can even describe it. Even the used to be bullied kids came to there side and bullied me too! I feel so useless.

My parents will always ask me what happened because when I go home, I'm either full of bruises, Smell like poop, have ripped clothes or drenched in urine. I wouldn't answer them and run straight to my room

I'm not just physically bullied, I'm also cyber bullied. They would post pictures of me and vandalize it, or replace a fat guys head with mine. My facebook messages ids filled by EVERYONE in school calling me names and insults. They even made a group called Anti-Lucy and Lucyislame. Everyone in school is in that group except me. I know about it because I hacked into the group. Yes, I'm smart enough to do it. But no one in the world cared.

I would cry myself to sleep everyday, trying to forget what happened to me that very day. Everyday, I get bullied the same way or worse. They bullied me to the point that they would punch and kick me to the ground until I bleed. If someone is coming, they would pretend they saw me like this. I hated my life.

I would sometimes pretend to be sick, but they seriously can;t have a day without bullying me. They would send me a threat message that they would kill my parents if I don't go to the park. Even if my house did have the best security in the world, My love for my parents will always triumph over wanting to keep myself safe. I would go to the park and find The King and Queen with a bunch of students holding bats and sticks. What comes next is totally obvious

They would hit me with it until I start to cry. When I do, they would take a groupie of themselves stepping on with with a peace sign. They post, "Lucy is so weak! Cant even take a single punch! She is such a nerd! I hope she dies!" 

It breaks my heart! well its not like they haven't broken my heart already. Sometimes I tell myself that I should go suicide, but my parents taught me too well

They said that we should treasure life and find the good in everything. Well, how can you find the good in being bullied and attempting to kill me? Obviously you can't.

My knight in shining armor will never appear. He wouldn't want a beaten up, nerd girl like me anyway. Only beautiful and spoiled girls get theirs. Like Lisanna for example. What I thought was mine was actually hers and used it against me.

I don't even know if I want to live anymore! Being bullied everyday, isn't that great. You people won't even stand a day in my shoes. NO, not even a minute.

You should be happy about how you live. Be happy that you have friends. It's the one thing I never had. Most likely never will have.

I sleep thinking, is there even a reason why I was born? To be bullied? Probably

Just because I'm rich, doesn't mean I have happiness. In fact, Either than my happiness from my parents and staff, I have none. I have, wait never will have happiness

What fairy tales say is a lie! You don't need to have patience, inner beauty and perseverance to have a happy life! Even if you did, It will do you no good. YOu know what I learned? Only the bad, cruel people survive in this world while the hard working will end up working themselves to death as the cruel people laugh at them and even step at them. Only the selfish and brutal can live in this terrible world

What you have now will disappear if you don't fight for it! Well, I honestly have nothing to fight for, because I have nothing.

And that when I realized it, yes!

I begged my parents to home school me instead, which they agreed to do quickly. I left the school, leaving them all jumping in joy, but I didn't care! I lived with my famous Aunt and became homschooled with a bunch of other kids. I showed them the real Lucy Heartfilia which they easily befriended.

They will be my key to my plan,

My key for my revenge...