6:47. I look at the clock. When would be a good time to call him. I thought to myself. I sighed. 'Why didn't I keep on writing like a sane person would do?' i thought to myself .  I shake my head. This is the life I live now ,no reason to stop it now. I thought to myself. 

I graded a few paper .... than Watched a few of my tv shows. And YouTubers known as dan and Phil ( obviously gay for one another). 

I smirk to myself as I remember that true love doesn't exist, it only happen to fictional characters. Maybe that's why I didn't write anymore. Because I don't know what love is, all I know is betrayal  and hatred and fear. 

I look at my pipe. Hey it's 2018 it's ok to do this stuff. I loaded the bull and took the hit. I can't stand these memories. I thought to myself. 

Than felt my mind turn light while my body felt heavy. My brain felt groggy, yeah I needed this. I thought to myself. 

I look at the clock. Shit, victor. 

9:30. I have an hour to try and be sober. I dialed the phone number and put the phone to my ear. 

" yes, who is this." A deep voice said . Most likely victor. 

" hi, me, it's yuri anyway. What the address?" I ask. Victor chuckled on the other side of the line. 

"Street****** and the house nuber is ******. Got it." He ask in an overly cheery tone. 

" yep I got it, see ya soon." I said and was about to hang up. 

" wait yuri!!" Yelled victor. 

"Yes?" I Ask. He sounded so scared? Or nervous or I don't know something. 

" can I ask you a question once you get here?" He ask. I nodded my head. 

" yes." I said and hang up. Maybe I should of said goodbye but I was just nervous, gosh I'm rude.  I called a cab. It took them a while for them to get here. 

I hop in the car and told them victor address.the cab took me there and  I walk to Victor door while  I prayed to god that I'm sober. 

I took a deep breath and sighed. I knock on the door. 

Victor open the door with a happy grin. " oh yuri it's you!! I'm so happy you came. Here sit on the couch , I'll bring us some drinks." He said and left the door open for me to come in. I came in and sat on the couch. What a lovely home, though too much ...flowers but other than that,  it's cozy.

Victor came in with wine. Oh great cause you know weed and alcohol goes great together. I thought to myself as I roll my eyes. 

I should be nervous around victor but for now I think I'm little high. 

" yuuri are you ok? Your acting strange? Your usually nervous around me?" Ask victor in a worried tone. I chuckled some one actually worried about me.

" no I'm fine. Just tired that all." I said with a shrug. He nodded and smiled.

" of course. Anyway you wanted to come here to discuss yurio correct?" He ask. He sat on the chair putting he's fingers on he's lips in a questioning manner. He's aura went charming and happy to cold and dangerous. 

I nodded. " yes umm is there anything going on with yurio? He's misbehaving in school but I can't tell what wrong ? I can tell that he's a smart boy, hot temper but he doesn't allow himself to be close to anyone , and the boy barely has any friends. I'm not saying these sighns are bad I've been through these type of things too.  It's just I feel like I can help him if I know he's background a little more. I know he won't tell me so I'm hoping ....." I said. Stoping myself. 

Victor gave me a hard look. He sighed. 

" look before yurio came into my life I was a sub teatcher, but I was having sex and drinking. It was aweful. I was at the edge of sucide than a broken little boy came into my life. I loved him, he made me start wanting to live again. I finally had something to protect and take care of and cherish.  He's life ....is just heart breaking." He said. He look down on the floor. He's hair was covering he's eyes.  I couldn't see the expression playing on he's face. 

" what happen to yurio." I Ask. Barley in a whisper. 

He stared me in the eyes and said." Don't use it against him and just help him." 

I nodded my head.

" it a long and fuck up story." He said. He staring into my eyes. He look a little angry and serious.

" I'm listening." I said. 

"He was rape and beaten. His mother was a striper and prostitute. Selling her body for anyone that would take it. She would beat yurio and emotionally abuse him. His farther was drug dealer. He would rape and beat yurio when he was 3 and kept on doing so for a while after that. Just a child. " victor said than pulled out glass of voka. Yuri look at this but didnt wonder where it has come from as if it drop from air.

"When he was 4.  his little sister was born. He love her and cherish her.  her name is Margret. He raised her  when he was just a toddler. Their mother would leave the house early. They were stuck in their rooms all day. Ate breakfast and dinner in their rooms as well.

 Then he was six he moved into a new place. A aprarment . He notice that since they moved into that place he wasn't getting rape as much. But he's parents kept on fighting, he still took care of he's sister and he was still getting beaten and emotionally abuse. " he fingers tangled in his sliver hair showing grief.

"Than when he was 8, he had a little brother name James so now he took care of two kids while his dad  was a abusive dunk, who just sleeps.  his mother was a slut. His mom and dad broke up. So he and his siblings were in he's mother care.

  She got a boyfriend name Connor a use to be coworker of mine  . She start paying less attention to Yurio. Which was barley any attention at all, He would scream and through fits . she would beat him. But yurio wouldn't stop which he  kept on getting a  beating. A few months later, his mom couldn't take it and broke up with her boyfriend." The glass of vodka amd throigh it at the wall. Yuri could only pay attention to his words and didn't notice the broken shards on the floor.

 "Few months later she got back with yurio dad. Same thing just kept on happening over and over. Starving because of no money, fighting because of the parents awful relationship and getting beaten by his parents. 

He than turns 10 . His mom came back  home with different man. she was drunk and on drugs. She did this in front of yurio farther as well. She was kissing and sitting on this new man lap. Being the coward  the farther was , he left just to go to a bar. Yurio screamed for he's mother to stop and through a fit .what could he do he was 10!" Victor said as  He took a sip from a bottlle of vodka and through it at  the wall.

 So he's mother physical and painfully through  him in his room and beaten him in front of he's siblings. She left. So yurio told he's siblings to be good and ran out of the house and into the neighbors yard while they were smoking a cigarette. He's mom was running right behind him. He screamed for help while  the neighbors smoke a cigarette and ran into their houses. Not helping the poor boy. The  mother caught him and drag him by the hair to only beat him again in he's room. She left,  he jump out of his bedroom window and saw he's dad in front of the house. He's dad told him to go to a neighbors house to stay. Yurio did.

He knock on the door and the neighbor saw him. They quickly welcome him in and offer him a cookie. And he said no while watching t.v.

He's dad came back for him. Yurio was interview by the police. He's mom went to jail for child abuse for two months. He's was in care of he's dad for two months . Which he turned 11 years old during  those  two months.Than he's uncle took him away from he's farther . He lived with he's uncle for a year with he's siblings also with he's grandpa, he's grandpa would emotionally abuse yurio and he's siblings everyday. Than half of that year later  he's siblinggs get taken away from him to go to their mother. Yurio didn't get to grow up with them. 

Now he gets bullied at school and by he's grandpa at 11-12 years old. He had  no siblings and no one to love him. He was all by himself when no one was there for him. He was broken. 6 months later. He know lived a full year with his uncle  and  I took him to live with me. so he was 12 when I got him , so I had him for 3 years,  since now he's 15 years old... but it still gets worst  when yurio finds out that he's siblings are with he's dad. he vists them but he finds out that he's siblings gets emotionally abuse by he's dad girlfriend. He's dad doesn't care  of  them very well since he's a drunk. Yurio can't help them since he's 15! So now he's blaming himself for all of this!! Yurio stayed with them over the summer, where he got traumatized again because of his dad and girlfriend wouldn't stop fighting. Making him have flash backs. I told Yurio farther that he can never see Yurio again, and living with me! Do you think you can help a teen who deals with with depression while having mental  and emotional issues?   Do you think you can help him?" Victor ask. With a tear streaming down he's cheek. 

My eyes were widen in shock. How could a child go through with that? 

"My past may not be as bad as yurio, but I will help him because that my job. I will make sure that every child is safe and is learning as much as she/he can. I will make sure they are  happy. Because no child should ever suffer."  I said. 

He walk up to me and hug me and cried in my arms. 

" thank you yuri." He whispered. I smiled, patting he's head. It's ok, everything's is ok. Because everyone of us is broken. 

He look me straight in the eyes. 

" why did quite being a writer? ." He ask. I let go of him. 

"What?" How does he know I'm a writer?