This is just a bad dream....one that I will be waking up from soon.
(Video that had inspired me to make this short story is up there, go ahead and watch it but if you wanna know the whole story of Psychedelica Of The Ashen Hawk go and look up the game on youtube or buy it yourself, it is a game for the psvita so yeah, I hope you all like this and please enjoy it! =D)
Luca was running down a side walk as fast as he could, ignoring the calls of his used to be so called friends, tears fell from his eyes as he ran away from them as fast as he could. Rain was pouring down above his head hard and fast, but he didn't care, all he wanted was to get back to his house as quick as he could and never leave it.
He opens the door to his home and slams it shut and locks it quickly and starts screaming in anger and rage, letting out all the pain he had to be dealing with for a long time and starts destroying everything he sees on sight with his ice powers or even with his fists. Mirrors start becoming shattered, books began to rip open and their pages start to scatter, blood starts hitting the nice smooth floor and the dolls he had made were now being ripped apart by his own hands. He then falls to his knees and starts crying and sobbing, he clutches the ground tightly and his teeth clench together as tears fell from his eyes as he tries not to make anymore screams of pain and sadness.
"Am I....really not wanted in this world...?" He whispers so softly that he felt like he couldn't hear himself say it. He sniffles and soon starts crying and buries his face in his hands and cries more harder, he then felt like his heart was being stabbed over and over again by so many knifes.
"..."
A sudden wind made him feel like moving towards his bed, making Luca confused, there wasn't a window that he had left opened did he?
No, there weren't any windows open, yet he felt wind, he began to wonder why but then felt himself stand up and slowly walk towards his bed and sits down in it, he felt as if someone was stroking his hair gently.
'No....this doesn't feel like wind....it feels like something else....' Luca thought silently as he closes his eyes.
"Heh, heh, heh..."
Luca thought he heard a voice even though there shouldn't be anyone in here with him. Slowly the boy looked up at the empty room and looked around him, his dull tired eyes trying to keep their lids up and not close.
"Is someone there....?"
No answer.
A mixed feeling of confusion and somewhat of relief came to him as he hears the same voice whisper in his ear again.
"Don't worry.....this is all just a dream....." It whispers softly and gently in Luca's ear, the voice was sweet and relaxing, making him feel like he was completely safe.
"This is....a dream....?" Luca whispers out, his dull eyes widening in slight shock, he felt the wind blow through his hair slightly, slowly he felt the cold air turn into warmth as he slowly start to feel relief now thinking that everything was just some living dream he was having right now at this very moment.
"Yes....this is a dream....everything right now is just me dreaming up another nightmare...its the continuations of the ones that I have always had." He mumbled as he looks down at his lap.
"This is a dream...."
"This is just a dream."
Luca mumbled it again but this time a voice overlapped his own. He knew that the first one was his own voice but couldn't place on who else had said that, it was so quiet, so he couldn't quite hear it well enough.
But he knew it was a faint voice of someone he had known of for a really long time....but he couldn't remember who it could be.
Luca then perked his ears.
"Haha.... dream...."
Luca heard it again. It was faint yet it started to become louder and clearer.
"This is a dream..."
Again....I wasn't imagining things. And I recognized this voice.
I knew who this voice was.
"Mama...?"
I looked up and around me again. Slender fingers touched my neck from behind me. They weren't clenching into me particularly strongly but I couldn't turn around completely.
"Mama....is it really you....?" I whispered out tearfully, I hear her chuckle softly and felt her other fingers gently stroke my hair softly as tears fell from my eyes, a large smile was placed on my lips as tears of joy and happiness fell from my cheeks.
"You finally realized that this is all a dream?" Her lips moved closer to my ear, and I felt the vibrations of the warm air around me, again her whispers were sweet and they instantly slide into my mind.
'I knew it...' I thought, 'This really is just some bad dream that I'm having right now...'
"Yes....it's all just a dream...." I whispered in a soft voice. In turn I hear my precious mother giggle in response.
"Indeed....you were in nothing but a horrible and terrible bad dream. And you just simply didn't realize it, that's all....your friends never meant to yell at you....they are still the friends and family you cherish so much that you want to protect them." My mother whispers in a soft gentle tone to me again, my eye lids now go half lidded as I felt her gentle warm hand stroke my head gently and I lean against her. I felt tears slide down my face as I sob out in relief.
"Thank goodness....they really don't hate me after all....when I wake up I'll be able to see their happy faces again." I said gently but then began to wonder to myself and spoke aloud. "But...at what point....when had I started dreaming this whole thing up...?"
"When do you think it was Lucia...?" My mother asks, using my real name that I had not hear anyone say in what felt like so many years.
"When...was it...?"
When Sonic said that I was getting in his way of saving others....was that when I was dreaming...?
Or was it when I was helping the autobots with getting energon back then along with helping the shattered world decepticons yesterday? Maybe it was when I had fallen asleep before then.
Or maybe it was even more further back.
"It doesn't matter when. You can assume anything you don't want to know to be a dream." The female voice said in a soft tone as Luca looked down at the ground with soft tired eyes, he had a sudden tiredness that was unusually there sliding inside of him, looking down at the ground which was full of glass and blood along with torn pages of books and ripped apart dolls and cotton on the ground as well. "Anything that I don't want to know...?" The chocolate brunet asks in a soft voice, his ruby eyes slowly turning dark, losing the light that was now in them. Luca could hear her mother chuckle again to him and felt something like a hand stroke his cheek as she whisper softly in his ear, another shiver going down his spine.
"Yes. It's all a dream. So you can forget it all. All the pain your friends gave you....they never gave you it....they still consider you as family....and you are still someone important to them...."
"Forget it all....?"
"Yes. Forget it all, and make it seem like it never happened. Because this is all a dream..."
A bright smile flashes on my face as my tears soon stop falling, my mother gently wiping the tear streaks off my cheek softly.
"I see....I guess you are right mommy...." I said in a soft tone, becoming more sleepy.
She is right....mommy is always right...this is all just a dream....all would be forgotten once I awaken from it.
But how long had I been asleep...? When should I say it had started from?
"I knew it....it was probably when....I realized that I had no one to live for....so....maybe I still have no reason to live after all...but only the reason to continue living and to protect the people that may think my life is important than there's when it actually isn't."
"Good boy...." I hear my mother say softly and felt her gently lay me down on my bed softly. "Now...to make it nothing like it never happen, I place a lucky charm on you....first, close your eyes my little demon..."
I nodded and did as I was told and slowly closed my eyes. "Alright...how's that? I can't see anything now."
I hear her giggle softly and I could feel her nod her head at me gently. "Good. Next, close your eyes and block out the noises that you hear...."
I then did what I was told, and now I can't hear the blowing of the wind anymore.
"Lastly, close the door. The door deep within you."
My mother's hand touched my chest so lightly that I felt like it was nothing but mist. I then felt like I could feel the door that she was talking about. 'So this is it...? All I have to do is close it...? It shouldn't be too hard...' I thought to myself as I then slowly closed the door that I felt like it was in front of me.
"Make sure no one can open it anymore..."
I closed the door inside my fragile breaking heart as I was told.
*Creak....SLAM Slam slam...*
"Now no one can hurt you again. You are one with the darkness....you will no longer have any nightmares. Now, sleep tight...mommy will always watch over you....my dear child."
The voice in my ear gradually faded. Everything that comprised of my being would now vanish into thin air like it never existed along with my old happy and memories.
Along with the light, the sound, everything. My entire existence would vanish.
And I don't mind that at all.
Only the darkness would continue to grow, it quickly grew hazy, like thick fog.
'Good....now I'll be safe from harm...' I thought.
I would always be here. And I would never have to leave.
So I would never have another bad dream again... Never...
As the boy fell into an eternal slumber, the mother with long chocolate brown hair watches with a soft smile on her lips, her hair neatly waving around as the dark magic flows through her, her bloody ruby eyes watch her son sleep. Shen then walks towards the door then softly smiles at her child, yet she had sadness in her eyes.
"I'm sorry....but no one will hurt you any longer....." She whispers as she then goes near the door. "From now on....you will leave in a never ending dreamless sleep where no one shall harm you....no one shall ever touch your fragile heart again....this I promise to you, my precious demon son....I love you....." She whispers as she leaves the room, slowly the door to his room shutting.
*Creak....SLAM*
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