Do you have fandoms?

Do you ship people?

And most importantly do you get overly emotionally obsessed with these fictional / non fictional creatures upto a point that simply the mere occurrence of them looking at each other makes you feel like this is the climax of your entire life and your entire unimportant existence had been living up to this blissful moment and you get so invested in getting the feels to its complete extend that you actually start crying real tears which you probably wouldn't have shed even if you die and that feeling eventually lead you to expect similar occurrence in your real life as these inhuman creatures and these sheer honest and innocent expectations eventually lead you to realise that all your life these otps had been special people and you an ordinary mortal are not destined to experience such honourable state in your love life so you just get eternally depressed?

Then this is just the place for you

Join My otps ruined my expectations in relationships and now I'm sad because I'm gonna die alone

And yes it's a cult