meager rations fed me more than your love
apply for the job, yet you fail to fit like a glove
gone are the restless days, what are left are agonizing seconds
ail me with your absent presence, what a present
zeal flopped around like seals, swallowed whole by the shark
if you saw me know, you'd know the depths of the dark
never sail the seas with a broken boat
eager to leave, my life possesses no more hope