awake in bed, there's no way i can sleep
i try and try, but sitting right to my side
is the love of my life
i don't want to disturb them,
i do not want to make them hate me
but i believe (not know) that already
it's happening, free
my soul from the trap it's
clearly held itself in, please rid me of strife
i've dove right in, and now i can't
get out from the deep depths
the steep breathes end in silence
(but the silence is never silent)