[June 8th, 2020: eighth day of pride month]

Remus' POV:

The war is over, all is well, but it's not. The pain within me is too heart wrenching and nothing anyone says or does will fix it.

My love, my soul, my everything is gone. Sirius was my light, he gave me hope, he showed me how it feels to love.

I love him so much that it hurts me to even think about him. That day he fell through the vail, was the day my soul left my body. I am empty.

It's been 2 years and yet here I am sitting at his grave with our 1 and a half year old son.

Harry is no better, he blames himself for Sirius' death, but no matter what I tell him he still blames himself.

After he died I couldn't even get out of bed, and I was constantly sick to the point I thought I'd die, but Molly forced me to see Madam Pomfrey and it turns out I was pregnant.

When I found out all I did was cry. My poor baby didn't deserve me as his father. What type of kids wants a pathetic werewolf as their father?

The 9 months of pregnancy plus the transformations was terrible. I was ready to growl at anyone who came near me, I wanted my pup to be healthy and safe.

Out of everyone in the world the only people I allowed near me during my pregnancy was Harry, Molly, and Madam Pomfrey.

Molly was ecstatic, while Harry found it oddly weird at first, but as time went on he got used to it.

I had the support I needed, but I didn't have my love to help me. I'm useless without Sirius.

Teddy looks up at me with big brown eyes that hold a mischievous glint, oh how they remind me of Sirius.

"Dada." Teddy said pointing at Sirius' grave.

Tears fall out of my eyes and I hug him close "yes baby, it's dada... He loves you very much."

"I may not be a love expert, but I do know Sirius loves you very much as well."

I turn around and see Harry standing there with a small frown.

"Come here cub." I said softly.

He comes over and sits right beside me. I wrap my arm around the small 18 year old and my 1 year old.

I look up at the sky and smile because where I miss Sirius with all my heart I still have my two pups here with me.

End of chapter.

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Ok this was a little sad I know... I'm sorry!