I wrote because I wanted the attention,you see I had no choice

I know I could have spoken out but I just didn't have the voice

I mean how else would you listen, to you I was nothing but noise

You used to ignore me, so I wondered why people said you are nice

And every time I tried to say hi all I got was no reply, cold as ice

What did people see in you! I didn't see anything, all I saw was lies

All they said was beautiful,lovely,cute come on you are not even nice,

I mean lies like that didn't even cost a penny, not worth any price

But still guys loved you, I mean all it took was not to think twice,

and you had them in the palm of your hands rolling them like dice

So what was it, was it the silence that made me say you're not nice?

Or was it your shape ,that made men build your sculptors in ice

What was it that made you so popular, that I forgot to eat my rice?

And did nothing but write about you, when all I ever saw was vice

I tried to figure it out, and finally I did, how could you be that wise?

I mean I tried countless times to see you but I never saw your eyes

How could I? I always looked for you even though I was a novice

But I guess you had to, everything you did,had to be in a disguise

It was not to lie, but to live like you wanted even when time flies

How could I not see?you were right in front of me, I didn't even notice

But at least I was able to see you and if anything,

thank you, words.

©.B.V 2018