Dear Dorothea,

I think its finally time to write this. Im sorry it happened, im glad its over. Im sorry i had to do it that way, text instead of call, text instead of standing in front of you and walking away.

I really wish you the best, Dorothea. You dont look happier now and for that i am sorry, i see your posts on Instagram still. Maybe i should completely block you and i thought i did but then again something - pushed me from blocking you and your family. Even after your brother attacked me i dont hate you. I dont hate you for what he said. I know i hurt you. I know.

Im not sorry for that as much, i think it was an awakening you needed. I understand that your whole family hates me, and thats really okay. Im really happy now and i know some past version of you would be okay knowing im happy now. Like you always wanted me to be then.

We used to be best friends. Then we were just friends. Then we became aquaintences.. Then you forced us to be best friends again... so im done... the "I love you's" weren't fake. The tears were real.

I think its getting to the point where i dont miss you at all and thats sad. You and i were happy at some point and im sorry it ended. Thank you for being a good friend for a time.

Betty.

A/N so basically this is the final goodbye to my ex best friend of 8 years. She and i are officially over, have been for almost a month and a half. I texted her after several arguments after months and months of being invalidated and torn down, well actually years... i messaged her and just said i loved her but i couldnt anymore. I thanked her for the years of friendship and i was done.

Her brother came after me a few days later saying im a parasite and a fake shallow person for blocking them all. Im doing much better now, i just needed to say goodbye in a healthier way....