It's been a long time since I've rested,
Put my head down and fallen asleep
For years I felt my faith was tested
Deprived nights of a slumber deep 

One minute ready to drop senseless 
The next swarms of thoughts begin
Did I have to be more selfless?
Silence all human needs within?

Something changed out of the blue
Lately a weight was lifted somehow
Hope returned, anxiety withdrew
Restless nights are resting for now 

Perhaps this time I've conquered my fear
Could this finally be a kind year?

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A/N
It was a shortlived joy of sleeping for 10 hours that inspired this poem. Back to the normal 5 hours of sleep+ a noontime nap! 😴