emotions
and
i
have
never
been
on
the
greatest
terms.

always
hated
dealing
with
them.

never
been
able
to
express
them
very
well.

never
really
liked
having
them
around.

being
vulnerable
is
not
something
i
tend
to
do-
ever.

then
again
neither
was
being
happy-

but
clearly
things
have
changed.

i
never
wanted
to
be
like
this-

but
i
don't
really
have
a
choice.

even
though
i
feel
so
inhuman-

its
still
a
human
thing
to
feel
something.