could i possibly be normal?
just for a little bit?
no more second guessing.
no more backing out.
no more self hate
no more reassurance need.
no more tears.
no more sad.
no more awkwardness.
no more confusion.
no more ugly.
no more thoughts.

just me.
and you.

you make me happy.

and i want
to make
you
as happy
as you've
made
me.

but
i'm so
awful at this
and i'm so sorry.

i'm
trying
so hard.

i love you
and i'm sorry
that i can't be normal