!warning talks of self harm proceed with caution!

So idk why I did this but yeah I'm not sure.
So I started self harming again very minor but still self harm. Honestly I don't know why I do it, when I do do it I kinda just go numb and have no emotions I'm not even sad or upset.
But yeah don't worry I have stopped now but yeah I kinda just needed to vent on here. But can I just say that music is like the most amazing thing I seriously don't know what I would do without it. It helps with my emotions so much in a way it can brighten my day and sometimes make me real sad but it more from nostalgia because they are songs from my childhood that bring up memories. But yeah thanks for reading talk to u later, messages are always open if u want to talk or vent.

- V out.