Your special to me, your the only one I wouldn't mind loosing sleep over. The only one I can never get tired of. The one that crosses my mind constantly all the time. Your the only one that can make me happy without trying. Idk. I cant rlly explain how much I mean to me and how scared I am to loose you. Your the one of the only ones I'm scared of loosing and one I want to stay in my life. I never thought that when I first met you that you would mean this much to me. But I'm so hella grateful that you do and that u came into my life. Idk what I'd do without you here.  And I'm in love with you. Whether I'm going to admit it to myself or not.