We really out here falling in and out of Love. Crushing on people we know damn well we don't have a chance with. It sucks. Having someone fall out of love with you because they got bored. Falling for a friend who's with an x. falling for someone who's way far out of your league. In today's world, what is glorified and everyone wants to be in it. No one ever told us the risks that were included. No one ever told us it would hurt. No one ever told us how much one said love would hurt us. How much time would be spent regretting time you felt was wasted. No one even so much as hinted to the fact that for the first few days or weeks would be weird and would feel off. Knowing that things weren't the same as they have been the past few months or years. that you might walk by them acting like strangers instead of two people who were once closer to each other than they had been to anyone else; who knew everything about the other. you won't stop to say hi or hug and hold hands. you won't even so much as look at the person that you won't stole quick glances at because you couldn't get enough of them. no, you will just walk past them eyes straight ahead to avoid the feeling of your heart dropping and shattering all over again because you just can't get hurt again, not this soon. You can tell yourself over and over and over again, that you don't love them and that you're okay. But you're not going to fool anybody and you aren't fooling yourself. you push everyone away and you end up left the phone with your thoughts wondering what you did wrong wondering why you weren't enough. The thought that maybe you weren't the problem that it wasn't your fault  never crossing your mind. And when you choose to think of them you think to yourself 

"damn you really deserve to know my favorite color."