So do you know that feeling where you want someone like, hella bad. Not in a sexual way but like just to hold their hand and to hug them and to feel there worms in to smell their sent and to feel how soft her hair is going to look into their eyes and hear their voice and soaked in their presents like it's physically impossible to have them by your side but you need it so freaking bad like you just want them to be yours you want them to be there for you you want to be there but they can't be